Often I, I sit, and yearn

Oh, are you out there

Oh, can you hear me

Speak into the zeitgeist

Hoping it fears me

Know that I'm coming

Oh, please come near me

I think I know now why you don't believe me for it

Cause shit don't change till you make it

Life too real, she ain't never gonna fake it

Fuck that bitch through the bed till I break it

I don't know how to feel, how to face it

Let them know that I'm hot, capsaicin

I'm not too smart, but I know when I've been forsaken

If this don't sell, like, fuck it, let's shake it

Show me your hands, and I bet I'll break them

I know I'm old every day, I'm thankful

Wake up faithful

Hoping I take off these chains, can't break them

All cause I said I was gonna fucking make it

Just for that one lesson, I can learn

Just for that one lesson, I can learn

Just for that one lesson, just wanna go back then

I just wanna hold back, just wanna know that

I wanna know how it feels when it goes black

I wanna know how it feels just to go back

See all the good times, see all the moments

See how it feels to be alive

I know it's yours, but it sure as hell ain't mine

And I know that you're out there

I see you've been growing

I hope that you find it

I needed this token so I can get what I wanted

At a moment's notice

They hate how I'm living

Cause I know I'm chosen

Hopefully then, you can hear where I'm coming from

I don't wanna come back

I don't wanna come back

Why would you know that

Why would I lie

I was high and you know that

I don't got shit else to sell

I just want love and this shit don't help

I don't give a fuck, it affects my health

I was gonna die anyway

I was gonna die anyway

I'ma tell my truth and you know that

If you hate on me, you can get a couple pictures on the motherfucking road back

When I come back here in that new ride, I've been through hell, but I'm still alive

Sometimes I wish I wasn't

I'm too self-conscious

Tripping about nothing

Make something out of nothing

My heart been broken one too many times

I've lived one too many lives

I've heard one too many lies

My heart been broken one too many times

I've lived one too many lives

I've heard one too many lies