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My Journal

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Hip-Hop/Rap

My Journal was released on January 1, 2026 by VICt as a part of the album First Break

Song Details

AlbumFirst Break

Release DateJanuary 1, 2026

LabelVICt

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM75

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

Victor paul Ogwok

Victor paul Ogwok

Vocals

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Victor paul Ogwok

Victor paul Ogwok

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Victor paul Ogwok

Victor paul Ogwok

Producer, Mixing Engineer, Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Am now in my journal

Talking on music

Talking 'bout this

Speaking my life (for real)

Been a minute since I got on a beat

But its kind of fair cause I've been on the streets

Working my way trying to follow the leads

Some us got to work for needs

Working the little cause God am in need

No you don't get it

Am speaking on feeds

Speaking on clothing

Speaking on roofing

Speaking on needs

Talking about it

Am not in a booth

I couldn't afford it but I didn't lose

Though speaking the truth

Am just in my room

What should I do

I leave it to You

Grateful for the little we got

But we still want more (for real)

They told me you try what you like

I did it I tried

And I love what I tried (for real)

Falling in love that I like

Especially in love when I do what like

Of course putting her out of it

It's passion not love

Never holding me to it

Don't want to stay out of it

Its cold outside and I know

I just started it

They told me you try what you like

I did it I tried and I love what I tried

(For real)

Falling in love that I like

Especially in love when I do what like (for real)

Of course putting her out of it

It's passion not love

Never holding me to it

Don't want to stay out of it

Its cold outside and I know

I just started it

Well life is a bitch (bitch)

Requesting my father for money am needing

He says "relax and get a job

Cause this more important than music"

Am hurting inside am gon lose it

That's not the reason am prepping to lose it

Thinking about it for days for weeks

My life's unraveling unusually

Truth be spoken

Am doing the best I could

From 10:00 to 6:00

Making the ends meet (out spoken)

Finding my way up through music

Bought a cheap mic but I swear

Am not losing

Seeking the secret to life with devotion

Everyday live in the motion

Thank God that He started the motion

They told me you try what you like

I did it I tried

And I love what I tried (for real)

Falling in love that I like

Especially in love when I do what like

Of course putting her out of it

It's passion not love

Never holding me to it

Don't want to stay out of it

Its cold outside and I know

I just started it

They told me you try what you like

I did it I tried

And I love what I tried (for real)

Falling in love that I like

Especially in love when I do what like

Of course putting her out of it

It's passion not love

Never holding me to it

Don't want to stay out of it

Its cold outside and I know

I just started it

It's the reason I cut off emotion

These connections causing commotion

Things are messed up right now

Am seeking strength and devotion

Lost grandma Jenny in times of pain

Am hurt cause somebody hold me

Despite the tears that came out in silence

Thank God for the family's alliance

Somebody give me advance

Am losing my ways

And tell me am more than a dreamer

Tell me am special inside trying to make it

Tell am more than a dreamer (for real)

Spent most of my days in plays in games

They thought no skill am only a gamer

Well keeping the best for last cause

I had more installed on a paper

They told me you try what you like

I did it I tried

And I love what I tried (for real)

Falling in love that I like

Especially in love when I do what like (for real)

Of course putting her out of it

It's passion not love

Never holding me to it

Don't want to stay out of it

Its cold outside and I know

I just started it

They told me you try what you like

I did it I tried

And I love what I tried (for real)

Falling in love that I like

Especially in love when I do what like (for real)

Of course putting her out of it

It's passion not love

Never holding me to it

Don't want to stay out of it

Its cold outside and I know

I just started it

(for real)

I tried many ways and I failed at most

(for real)

Endeavor in things I never believed in

(for real)

Keeping my shit together trying to be real

I trust my ways but trust Him more

(for real)

I tried all ways and I failed at most

(for real)

Endeavor in things I never believed in

(for real)

Keeping my shit together trying to be

Real

I trust my ways but trust Him more

They told me you try what you like

I did it I tried

And I love what I tried (for real)

Falling in love that I like

Especially in love when I do what like

Of course putting her out of it

It's passion not love

Never holding me to it

Don't want to stay out of it

Its cold outside and I know

I just started it (for real)

They told me you try what you like

I did it I tried

And I love what I tried

Falling in love that I like

Especially in love when I do what like

Of course putting her out of it

It's passion not love

Never holding me to it

Don't want to stay out of it

Its cold outside and I know

I just started it (for real)

Written by: Victor paul Ogwok

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