Time and time again I think about

The slow sedimentation of my heart

But it is not too bad

Cuz precious veins hide inside

You just have to dig deep to pierce the mud

And the hate I have for me's as big as the love"I'm a silly piece of trash", says he oh so proud

And I think my balance sheet isn't too crimson

All you're gonna need is a sieve now

Alright : peel and hull my face

Grind me to a fine paste, a fine paste

You know, there's some good in me

Jar it as a fine paste yeah

Just bash my brains out till it's fine paste, yeah

Get rid of the fat till I'm fine paste

And you'll know, it makes more than enough

(It actually makes a little bit too much)

Time and time again I think about

The amount of food that has kept me alive

How do I honour that?

Cuz time is not on my side

As the room for growth gets more cramped inside

And the checkup of my faults fells like a rerun

Those remedies I willingly chose to ignore

Yet I cannot seem to grow

Yet I cannot seem to learn

And I wish I could show you more than that

Alright : peel and hull my face

Grind me to a fine paste, a fine paste

You know, there's too much of me

Freeze it as a fine paste yeah

Just bash my brains out till it's fine paste yeah

Deep in your cupboard, just a fine paste

And you'll know, it's more than enough

It's more than enough

It's more than enough

I hope that's enough

Sometimes when I'm lonely

I can take a journey to the back of my mind

And out there, they tell stories

In which I'm not necessarily a waste of time

But oh, how can I show the world the person I'm not?

A version of myself skimmed from all my flaws?

Cuz if I choose you, I don't want to be a bore

Especially when life's so long, so short

Peel and hull my face

Grind me to a fine paste, a fine paste

There is so much waste in me

Keep the best as a fine paste yeah

Just bash my brains out till it's fine paste yeah

Boil my soul down for hours, fine paste yeah

Forget me in your fridge

A fine paste and I'll hope

It's enough

Not too much

Just enough

Just enough

I'm not too bad sometimes!