Take a look at my life, uh where's it gone?

About thirty years, here and there

Scattered into every corner of my brain

A sad refrain, a kind of pain that can't be felt with nerve or stain, and what remains?

Withered flames and petal blades cascade onto the grass

Seasons change, autumn leaves, made of flames, float into a motorcade

They find their way until they tear apart, just like my heart, when I found out that this world was shot

Wishing I could call it off, cause lies can tear your soul apart

Every time I spin the block, all I see is a world that is so lost

Time is ticking on the clock, it's soon to come and you just watch

And they don't believe me, they don't believe me, Mmm

All I try to do is tell 'em everyday, but I never even seem to find a way to get through

I wanna get through, yeah

And I told you, knocking at your door like a Jehovah's Witness

God as my witness, I was that boy, I had spiritual fitness

But now I'm the realest phony that you'd put on your hit list, God as my witness!

I cannot stop sinning, trying everyday just to do my dishes, take out my garbage, clean out my closet, ditch the cargo

Then I run like there is no tomorrow

Ain't nothing left to borrow, so here I am, Mmm

Inconsequential are the things I am, Mm-mm

All that matters is I'm free I am, Mmm

I'm giving praises to the great I AM, Mmm

I'll walk just like his son until I'm saved and then

This life will hold a deeper meaning than I think it can, so save me Lord

Uh, allow me not to fall into the devil's sword

Uh, so save me Lord, yeah

Allow me not to fall into the devil's sword, Uh-uh

And they don't believe me, they don't believe me

All I try to do is tell 'em everyday, but I never even seem to find a way to get through

I wanna get through, yeah