I'm living my dream but it feels like a nightmare

Its not what it seems man I promise im all in

Not here for the views I just live in the moment

When I miss my mistakes how I know that im sober

Learn the fear of The Lord as the nights turning colder

Couldn't pick myself up felt the world on my shoulders

Be courageous they say Its your turn for redemption

But

I'm only human

Im only human in this life

Oh I

Lord please forgive me when I don't shine

Im blind

Its not my time to say goodbye open my eyes

Wont let your word just pass me by

I tried

Look what sin has concieved and its killing your people

We all made in your image but claim we're not equal

Lord im trusting my heart but I know its deceitful

Im impatiently waiting for Jesus arrival

My mode is survival

Im walking this tight rope attempt not to fall for my idols

Rather walk with my eyes closed

To forget all the things that remind me of all of my troubles

Emmit These are your gospels

When your luck's running out and it seems like theres no hope

So you turn to neighbor

You look for his favour, your plan looks so good on a paper

The foundation you building your house is on sand when the wind blows

You're swept with neighbor

Now your neighbor forsakes ya, when things hit the fan all he said was my friend see you later

Why do I play these games with myself

All I had to do was ask God for his help

I did it my own way

What's the price I gotta pay

I said these are your gospels

You don't need any luck cause your Saviors The Christos

The annointed Redeemer

When the dark was upon you he showed you communion when death was your season

So this is the reason

That i pledge my allegiance to Christ and his kingdom

To the Son of The Father

His Spirits my guy made me travel the world just to meet them

Who knows why he chose me

Because

I'm only human

Im only human in this life

Oh I

Lord please forgive me when I don't shine

Im blind

Its not my time to say goodbye

Open my eyes

Wont let your word just pass me by

I tried

Im only human in this life

Oh I

Lord please forgive me when I don't shine

Im blind

Its not my time to say goodbye

Open my eyes

Wont let your word

Wont let your word just pass me

Wont let your word just pass me by