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sunshine beach ★
5
Rock
sunshine beach ★ was released on January 13, 2026 by pupsiesonline as a part of the album sunshine beach ★ - Single
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Release DateJanuary 13, 2026
Labelpupsiesonline
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM179

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
pupsies
pupsies
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Cindy O Kamgaing
Cindy O Kamgaing
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
bloodsekai
bloodsekai
Producer

Lyrics

I’m tired of the spinning
I just keep giving up, winning nothing
My heart splattered when I wake up
I can’t move 'cause pills keep me stuck
I wish you could know the new me
Seems I never changed
When you come around
I seem to still feel the same ways
I’m tired of the spinning
I just keep giving up, winning nothing
My heart splattered when I wake up
I can’t move 'cause pills keep me stuck
I wish you could know the new me
Seems I never changed
When you come around
I seem to still feel the same ways
When I mumble in my dreams
When I’m feeling half asleep
When I know what I should do
But I don’t know if I want to
House of love, you keep me up
Built it right beside the beach
Hurricanes, a tsunami
Please come wash away my needs
My head's heavy but I need
To know that I can feel okay
There are three holes in my tummy
One for each meal of the day
I’m in orbit, think a star
But I still wonder how far
You would need to go to see
A black hole suck everything up
Dizzy, dizzy, miss you, miss you
Twirling, twirling, what's my issue?
Dizzy, dizzy, miss you, miss you
Twirling, twirling, what's my issue?
I’m tired of the spinning
I just keep giving up, winning nothing
My heart splattered when I wake up
I can’t move 'cause pills keep me stuck
I wish you could know the new me
Seems I never changed
When you come around
I seem to still feel the same ways
I’m tired of the spinning
I just keep giving up winning nothing
My heart splattered when I wake up
I can’t move 'cause pills keep me stuck
I wish you could know the new me
Seems I never changed
When you come around
I seem to still feel the same ways
I’m so sorry, apologies
Rent is due and I am screwed
What will be my rock
And be what will carry me through?
I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry
Will things always be this way?
Stuck reliving every moment
Struggling to stay awake
I’m just so tired of the spinning
I keep giving up on winning, it’s erratic
Even pretty sunshine give you sunburn, habits
Die-hard, I won't die though
My body won't let me rest, feeling empty
Nothing I eat seems to stay inside my chest
I’m tired of the spinning
I just keep giving up, winning nothing
My heart splattered when I wake up
I can’t move 'cause pills keep me stuck
I wish you could know the new me
Seems I never changed
When you come around
I seem to still feel the same ways
I’m tired of the spinning
I just keep giving up winning, nothing
My heart splattered when I wake up
I can’t move 'cause pills keep me stuck
I wish you could know the new me
Seems I never changed
When you come around
I seem to still feel the same ways
When you come around
I seem to still feel the same ways
When you come around
I seem to still feel the same ways
I wish you could know the new me
Seems I never changed
I’m just so so sorry
Will things always be this way?
Written by: Cindy O Kamgaing
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