بشرفي مش عارف شو بدي (I swear I don't know what I want)

يوم بفيق والسلام حدي (One day I wake up and peace is beside me)

يوم ثاني بفيق والدنيا معتمه (Another day I wake up and the world is dimmed)

لساني نشف من مجه لمجه واخرا مجه (My tongue dried from toke to toke to another toke)

بعرفش انام غير مع شاشه حد المخده (Don't know how to fall asleep without a screen beside my pillow)

مخدر شعوري عشين اظلني عارف اشتغل (Numbing feelings to be able to keep on working)

فش فرق بين السكت والضجه لما ما تكوني حدي (No difference between silence and noise when you're not beside me)

بس انا غشيم لانو انا الدفشتك, بعدتك, بشرفي متاسف (But I'm stupid, I pushed you, Estranged you, I swear I'm sorry)

من يومة ما خوي عمل الحادث بطلت نفس (Ever since my brother had the accident I was never the same)

الانسان الفكرتيني هيا (Person you thought I was)

بشرفي مش عارف اي لغه احكي (I swear I don't know what language to speak in)

في راسي صنيه وسكينه (A cutting board and a knife in my head)

افكاري صلطه انجليزي عبري وعربي (My thoughts, a salad, English, Hebrew and Arabic)

Sulfur in Molotovs but I'm freezing it gotta be

'cause I sleep in the fridge, thinking it'll put off my expiration date

It didn't, I've been staring at the ceiling for a minute whoops a whole day

Always got this feeling I won't die of old age

If its a wheel I'm steering it the wrong way

On the corner of the screen it says wrong way

I can see Peach, Todd and King Kong sway past me

Denial, I don't do my own plumping

I drown in my own shit, owning that red outfit

This that flower that burns everything around me

Uncommon a day without guilt

Had good intentions but they mean nothing

Like a government owning the monastery of shaolin

Like never listening but looking for ears to put sound in

How convenient

How convenient my apathy has found sin

ودايما عندي خوف من (And I always have this fear of)

خوف من المراي (A fear of the mirror)

سيدي الله يرحمو ما قدر يغيّر رايي (My grandfather, rest in peace wasn't able to change my mind)

ولا راي اخي لما زار حلمو وهيانا فيالمستشفه (Neither my brother's mind when he visited his dream and here we are in the hospital)

هو مش فائق وانا لاسبوع مش قادر اغفى (He's not awake and for a week I'm not able to sleep)

شنص انو هيك ومش غير هيك (Thank god it's this and not that)

ع الشاشه في حركه يعني قادر يتنفس (Movement on the screen meaning he is able to breathe)

من يومة ما شفت بوط نايك وحيد في كيس حد التخت تغيرت لالأبد (Ever since I saw a single Nike shoe in a bag near the bed, I changed forever)

بشرفي مش عارف شو بدي (I swear I don't know what I want)

يوم بفيق والحرب حدي (One day I wake up and war is beside me)

اشكرا حدي (Literally beside me)

صواريخ وصفاره وبعدو مش فايق (Missiles, sirens and he's still not awake)

حتا لو السلام حدي بكون شوي متذايق (Even if peace is beside me I'm still a bit disturbed)

فص فيكو ليش بشارك (Fuck all of you, why am I sharing?)

ممنون عايش (Grateful, alive)

ممنون عايش ممنون عايش (Grateful, alive, grateful, alive)

ممنون عايش ممنون عايش (Grateful, alive, grateful, alive)

منموت اشي يوم (We'll die one day)

ممنون عايش ممنون عايش (Grateful, alive, grateful, alive)

ممنون عايش (Grateful, alive)