4am and i think i’ll hit the road

the early vulture get the first pick of the bones

the both of us been playing who won’t touch the phone

i’ll see how long the human mind can last alone

i built myself a whole life, just to fill it with shame

make memories just to want to forget everything

if i could have it my way prolly forget my own name

but if i forget the guilt then i don’t learn from the pain

i consider that everything was pointless

i consider everything was all lost

how many months did i do it all for nothing

only fallacy i know sunken cost

only thing that i feel is a nothingness

cant even say if even really feel that

cause what’s a nothingness if it aint how you so fuckin lonely that it’s tangible like sumn on your back

4am and i think i’ll hit the road

the early vulture get the first pick of the bones

the both of us been playing who won’t touch the phone

i’ll see how long the human mind can last alone

i built myself a whole life, just to fill it with shame

make memories just to want to forget everything

if i could have it my way prolly forget my own name

but if i forget the guilt then i don’t learn from the pain

you think your life is the one that they gave you

think your self sacrifice gonna save you

and you think it’s the pain that has made you

die in guilt knowing they never forgave you

make peace with the fact you can’t find peace

maybe then you’ll find sleep and a nice dream

i don’t ever get a wink with all that i’ve seen

if i’m dreaming then i might be deceased

4am and i think i’ll hit the road

the early vulture get the first pick of the bones

the both of us been playing who won’t touch the phone

i’ll see how long the human mind can last alone

i built myself a whole life, just to fill it with shame

make memories just to want to forget everything

if i could have it my way prolly forget my own name

but if i forget the guilt then i don’t learn from the pain

separated from who i was and who i could be

mentally i’m too strained and it’s feelin hard to breathe

i see myself in your vision í think it’s taking over me

wanna connect that feeling got a hold on me

i built myself a whole life, just to fill it with shame

make memories just to want to forget everything

if i could have it my way prolly forget my own name

but if i forget the guilt then i don’t learn from the pain