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What if
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What if was released on January 17, 2026 by 11033349 Records DK as a part of the album What if - Single
ReleasedJanuary 17, 2026
Label11033349 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
BPM70
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

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Lyrics

What if I never made it through the nights I cried alone
Staring at the ceiling questioning the seeds I’ve sown
Scared to take a step because the ground felt to unsure
Fighting with myself wondering what I’m even fighting for
Every door I knocked on seemed to slam right in my face
Started asking god if I was wasting all this space
What if all my effort leads to nothing in the end
What if I’m just broke and something time can never mend
What if I didn’t give up
What if I kept pushing through
What if the storm is just a setup
For everything I’m walking to
What if grace has been my armour
What if I been held this whole time
What if I’m exactly where I need to be and everything is gonna be fine
Pressure on my shoulders feel it every single day
People got opinions got advice they love to say
Play it safe stay small don’t reach beyond your zone
But playing small felt heavy like I’m turning into stone
Feel it whispering stories painting pictures in my head
Showing me the worst case everytime I went to bed
What if I’m not ready what if I don’t have the gift
What if all my trying only leads me off a cliff
Caught between the person that I am and who I see
Vision of my future keeps on calling out to me
But my past is pulling got its hands around my feet
Every step forward feels like moving through concrete
Part of me says run and take the leap and trust the fall
Other part says wait your gonna lose it all
What if both are wrong
What if both are right
What if I’m just standing in my own damn light
Then it hit me quiet like the whisper in the storm
What if all the struggles just to keep me safe and warm
What if every no is just protection I can’t see
What if someone watching got a better plan for me
I started seeing different started shifting how I think
Maybe I’m not sinking maybe I’m just on the brink
What if faiths the Anwser what if trusts the key
What if I’d been carried when I thought I couldn’t breath
What if I didn’t give up
What if I kept pushing through
What if the storm is just a setup
For everything I’m walking to
What if grace has been my armour
What if I been held this whole time
What if I’m exactly where I need to be and everything is gonna be fine
Now I’m building something that I can’t quite explain
Planning in the dark
Trust the sunshine after rain
Every little setback taught me how to stand my ground
Every little heartbreak helped me recognise the sound
Got my own voice calling through the chaos and the doubt
Finally I’m learning what this journeys all about
What if I’m not broken just becoming who I am
What if all this time I’ve been part of a bigger plan
Grateful for the lessons that I didn’t want to learn
Grateful for the bridges that I had to watch burn
Fire made me stronger ashes cleared away the view
Now I see the path that I was always walking through
Resilience ain’t a word it’s a feeling in my chest
Its the quiet confidence when I’m giving my best
What if every wound was just preparing me to heal
What if every test was just to show me what’s real
Clarity is different when you’ve walked through all the hate
Now I move with purpose now I cherish all my days
Not afraid to stumble not afraid to start again
Cause I know whose got me when I’m reaching for the pen
Writing my own story with a steady grateful hand
Finally understanding what I couldn’t understand
What if all my powers been inside me all along
What if I just needed to believe that I’m strong
What if I didn’t give up
What if I kept pushing through
What if the storm is just a setup
For everything I’m walking to
What if grace has been my armour
What if I been held this whole time
What if I’m exactly where I need to be and everything is gonna be fine
What if this is just the start
What if peace was here from the beginning
What if I’d been loved this whole time what if I just keep believing
Written by: Abanoub ATP

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