What's it like up there, bro? I love and I miss you

Your mum would do anything to hug and to kiss you

I cried so many tears, I left blood on the tissue

I know God picks the best but why did He pick you?

Got me reminiscing 'bout the shit that we been through

I just had a son, I know you wanted a kid too

The night that you died, I think a part of me did too

Is it weird that I still ring your number, tryna hear your voice?

Life chose us, it's not fair, you never had a choice

Cried so many tears, I could fill up a bucket

And I know if you was here, you'd probably call me a muppet

But it makes me feel better, my brother, so fuck it

Because there's no one I can shoot and go and give 'em a bullet

Because you took your own life, like why the fuck has he done it?

Got the news, found out, I felt sick to my stomach

I'm fucking pissed off, how we never even clocked nuttin

Even if we knew, I guess we couldn't even stop nuttin

Makes me feel sick, think about you in a box, rotting

Looking at my son while he sleeps in his cot, rocking

Doing this for us, fuck the industry who's cock-blocking

Make sure your name lives on, you are not forgotten

You are not forgotten

I'm still remembering the days we used to bump the train

Now it's every man for themselves like The Hunger Games

Since you left, everybody's switched and their number changed

Bro, I'd give anything to go back to the younger days

When we was broke, doing penny for the guy

All the memories we made, suttin money couldn't buy

Is it weird I text your phone and wait for the reply?

Why are we dying just to live but live and die?

I love your mother but I still can't look her in the eye

Brother from another mother, didn't say, "Bye"

When it rains, now I think of angels when they cry

I get goosebumps, I got angels in the sky

I'm still grieving, I can't let go but I try

Fireworks in the sky like the fourth of July

Every year just to mark your anniversary

The day you died, it really cut me deep like a surgery

And it's still hurting me, I don't show it, it's internally like I'm in the infirmary

If I could have a wish, I'd wish time would reverse for me

So you could write a verse with me

Personally, I don't think the damage is reversibly

'Cause we've been brothers since they put us into nursery

Fuck university, life was full of perjury

999, what's the emergency?

I miss you, bro, I'll never let you go for all eternity