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I'm Sorry
Hip-Hop/Rap
I'm Sorry was released on January 10, 2026 by Big Matt as a part of the album Mama's Son
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Release DateJanuary 10, 2026
LabelBig Matt
LanguageEnglish
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Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Big Matt
Big Matt
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Matthew C. Walker
Matthew C. Walker
Songwriter

Lyrics

To my friends and family, I just felt the need to tell you
From the bottom of my heart, I'm so sorry I failed you
I'm sorry I'm not the man that I should've been
I tried to make it out but the fact is I just couldn't win
I won't pretend, yeah I've made mistakes along the way
But that was just so all of us could live a brighter day
I hit rock bottom, tell me how did it come down to this
At 31 my momma's only son doesn't amount to shit
They cast stones but the truth is I'm already hurtin'
I don't see a man in my mirror, just a burden
I fell in love and wound up with this broken heart again
So now I'm thinkin' to myself how will I start again
I always thought by now my parents would have grandchildren
I'm no hero, I feel more like a damn villain
Can't win for losin', I'm wonderin' is it really worth it
What's the point of livin' if my life don't have a purpose
I'm closer now to givin' up than I've ever been
Takin' so many falls I'm feelin' like I'll never win
Holdin' this pen as I feel these walls closin' in
These tears represent the pain that I've been holdin' in
But through all that pain and anger still I just wanna be loved
Don't ask for much, if anything I could use a hug
I'm still that same kid they said no one could understand
I'm still that same kid that no one ever gave a chance
I'm still that same kid you picked on back in school
The same kid you laughed at and said wasn't cool
The pain y'all put me through I pray your kids will never feel
Even though I forgive, some scars never heal
And to all the women of my past that would use me up
I'm sorry that in your eyes I wasn't good enough
In the end all I wanted was your honesty
Then maybe things would've been different, possibly
Instead you played with my heart and my mind too
One of the worst feelings in the world times two
But what blows my mind is the fact that y'all can sleep at night
I guess you really feel that what you did to me was right
And though these wounds will be with me 'til my dyin' day
I wish no ill will on none of y'all in any way
I'm only human, I just try to live the best I can
Regardless what they say I try to be a better man
I'll admit I'm not the man that my daddy raised
But still I'd like to think I got some of my daddy's ways
My parents are not to blame at all for my demise
It's my own fault that I became the man that I despise
No one could ever hate me more than I hate myself
How could I save you, I can't even save myself
Every day that goes by feels more like a year
Dyin' inside this empty home is one of my greatest fears
To the ones I love, please continue to stick with me
And when these times get tough, please don't forget me
Don't want no pity and I don't want nobody's sympathy
If anything I just need a little empathy
My fans wonder why I don't do shows this day and time
The sad truth is 'cause my health has been on the decline
So just in case this is my final rhyme
Let me say one final time, I'm sorry
Written by: Matthew C. Walker
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