How do you take from that?

How do you find yourself free?

I wanted to take it back

You wanted nothing from me

I told you to copy that

Like a soldier, you came with your guns out

I was only a child in the street

And I’ll just have to cope with the thought now

That you’re happier without me

I wanted to say it out loud, but

Only a gasp came out when I tried it

You told me to find a way down, and

It took my whole damn life not to fear the fall

Not to fear the fall

Am I nothing at all?

Am I nothing at all?

You sent me a message

It wasn’t through the phone

You taught me how to think about it

And now it’s killing me to say that I’m home

So I’ll sit down and I’ll watch you from the highest point I can reach

And I’ll come back down and grovel about the successes I’m wishing happened to me

I wanted to say it out loud, but

Only a gasp came out when I tried it

You told me to find a way down, and

It took my whole damn life just to heed the call

My own free fall

Maybe I’ll end up alone

‘Cause I am nothing at all

So I’ll hurl myself to the concrete

Paint the city in the color I like

No fear, no man could have stopped me

Oh, how a desperate man wants to fly

And in a couple of months, you’ll forget me

So try not to think of me in the meantime

Oh, God, I just wanted to fly, I just wanted to fly, I just wanted to fly

I just wanted to fly

How do you learn from that?

How do you know that you’re free?

I just wanted to take it back

You were the essence of me for a while

But I just couldn’t copy that

I was right not to trust you with anything

But the dopamine hit was enough

I was wrong not to trust you to fail me

But I just wanted to call your bluff

I wanted to say it out loud, but

Only a gasp came out when I tried it

You told me to find a way down, and

It took my whole damn life, but I love the fall

I love the fall

I love the fall

I love the fall

I love the fall

I love the fall

‘Cause I am nothing at all

‘Cause I am nothing at all

‘Cause I am nothing at all

‘Cause I am nothing at all