I've been walking round in circles in my head and twitching in my bed

Instead of getting head, I think of banging mine on lead

The function of this beat got me bumping my brain thinking bout whereabouts

Of my sanity, my vanity will be my own downfall

All my calls might mean nothing to my ****, as they try to figure out why they met me in the first place

I feel like Alfalfa if he ends up in Xibalba

What the fuck are these demons that only exist in my imagination?

Creation's giving me an existential crisis

Like an Iris before it becomes lifeless

Hi, sis, if you hear this, I hope you like this

And brother, I hope you're good to our mother and to each other

I fear living life without purpose

I fear dying in my bed, yelling out, “Curses!!”

I fear rejection from those who's never given me hurt, shit!

I fear never being heard for my words or for my actions

As these humans proceed yapping bout my sadness

I don't need your pity, shitty pricks, ya hear me?!

My fears and anxiety be biting me

All I hear is voices talking bout some ‘die, kindly’

Fight me, see what happens

Take action, quit your yapping

The only thing I can lose at this point is my life, what's happening???

Why not release me from my body, sweep me off my feet

And make sure you finish the job expeditiously

Can't you see my emotions more potent than smokes and coke and dopey potions?

Hope you know my fate is in your hands, take the shot, kid

I wish I never existed like this for more than my stay

I wish I never listened to those who tried to lead me astray

I wish some motherfucker would take me away from those who interacted with me

So they don't have to deal with my pain