Savor

The moment

When you forget

Fall down the ladder

Never forget

In a moment

I found a place where I can pour my sorrow

Formulated by a love for life

Till I fall down

Momentary clarity jumps out of a foggy daze

Tired eyes now know why this old sick fuck is locked in a yellow brick room for weeks

Thinks far too hard into a never ending spiral

Can't won't get out

Out of here

Not yet

Not yet

Never see the light of day again

Never feel the sunshine on my skin

Falling further down the rabbit hole

Till I grab a hold of myself and start to play along

Building steam songs playing in my head constantly

Guiding me through it all

24 hours a day

24 hours a day

24 hours a day

24 hours a day

Didn't wanna go there

But I've been sick of this dishonesty

Never been so honest

In my whole god damn fucking life

Got away from it

Two weeks and then its finally done

Those two weeks felt like fucking years

But I got through it

Haven't found a better way to talk about it