Yeah, I'm going up, staring at the starlight And if I blow up, you know I'll be alright

Oh, I wish I could say that I'm happy I'm not happy and I hate to say it

I just fake it, always put a smile on my face I can't cry cause I hate it

I know they fucking hate it, they don't like me if I'm faded

So fuck the drugs, it's over, promise that I'll stay sober

Yeah, I messed up, way too many, way too many times I was getting faded, way too many times

In my head, I was fucked up and I got locked up

I've been through a lot of shit that made me better now

Yeah, I'm better now, I was so done and it made me feel strong

Never wanna go back to the old me I was doing so bad, they told me

Yeah, I don't wanna go back to the old me I can't remember the things they've told me

So now I'm back with a new me, a new me

Yeah, I'm going up, staring at the starlight And if I blow up, you know I'll be alright

Oh, I wish I could say that I'm happy I'm not happy and I hate to say it

I just fake it, always put a smile on my face I can't cry cause I hate it

I know they fucking hate it, they don't like me if I'm faded

So fuck the drugs, it's over, promise that I'll stay sober

Yeah, I promise that I'll stay sober

It's for the better, yeah, it's for the better

Fuck all them drugs, it's over

I know I was wrong so I gotta keep on holding on

Even when I'm done, step by step I'm moving on

Tryna survive, I'm on this sober life For the rest of my life

I'm going out, gotta make me and my fam proud

I don't wanna go back to the old me

I can't remember the things they've told me

So now I'm back with a new me, a new me