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HPHP (feat. Amari)
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HPHP (feat. Amari) was released on January 31, 2026 by JBV Music as a part of the album Blame It On My Trauma
January 31, 2026
LabelJBV Music
LanguageEnglish
BPM60
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I spent years blaming my scars,
Acting like the people who hurt me
Were the only reason I broke.
But truth is…
I never learned how to ended.
Not them.
Not me.
I just kept moving,
Kept burying everything under new faces,
New touches,
New distractions.
And the whole time.
I never stopped long enough
To see the pain I left behind me.
I'm sorry.
If you ever held out your heart
And I handed you the worst of me,
You didn't deserve that.
The bridge that once led to you?
I shattered it myself.
Now it's rebuilt somewhere else,
And there's no path back.
Only lessons.
I know I was wrong when I was with you,
Left you broken, left you confused.
Hurt people hurt people,
And I know I can't fix your view tonight.
But I'm not hurt no more, I'm shining light,
For the ones who cross my way.
And to my future wife—my heart's stitched up
In a thousand different places, baby don't judge what you find.
We've all been driven by hurt,
But they're good people in my timeline.
And because of them,
I can love you right.
I used to think forgiveness
Was something people owed me.
But now I see
It was something I owed myself,
And you.
All the ones I blamed.
All the ones I cursed.
I kept their shadows alive
While ignoring the ones I cast.
So to every heart I bruised,
Every woman I confused,
Every soul who tried to love me
while I was fighting my own
I hope life brought you peace.
I hope you found someone
Who didn't make you doubt your worth.
And I hope you know.
You shaped the man I'm becoming.
I know I was wrong when I was with you,
Left you broken, left you used.
Hurt people hurt people
And I pray you healed your wounds in time.
Cause I'm not hurt no more, I glow tonight,
I'm giving love a brand new way.
And to my future wife, my heart's stitched up
In a thousand different places, but baby please don't mind.
Every scar you see in my eyes
was written by love I couldn't handle.
But they made me learn
How to love you right.
To my future wife.
My heart is stitched up everywhere.
When you look in my eyes
And see all the people who lived there before
Don't hate them.
We were all hurting,
We were all trying,
We were all surviving.
They're part of my story,
And because of them.
I know how to love you properly.
Wherever you are.
I love you already.
Written by: Jaylen Lee Baker
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