So for you? What life is all about?

It’s all about the joy men you know. About heaven and hell.

Nowhere else but in the mind. Suffering hell, and pleasure is heaven

I was thinking the other day that

I must get the fuck out

To take that route without a doubt, I want to shout and scream.

For living a life of sin, and cynically laugh to tears.

To become the terror of my pears consumed by fears.

Life’s cooking a masterpiece

The stars align tonight

The moon is bright, the snow is white, I might… (sniff)

Have an upbeat but nah. I’ve down this road before.

Of fake heaven I know but I refuse to close the door.

What will define my soul? (intention)

What’s good or wrong? (redemption)

When they taking my should to steal the show

I’m asking bro.

I’m getting that life is sorrow. My time is borrowed. I kiss goodbye tomorrow.

My friends are fiends from the go, and I wish I could take it slow.

But I love that taste of darkness and I eat it as a dessert.

I know that it hurt. Just doing my part. I’m blowing my brains like Kurt Cobain (frankly)

This is worth to numb the pain, Novocaine.

Lighting a blunt, watching the flame. Thinking that life won’t be the same. (Be the same)

Be the king. Be the best. Sniff this shit. DMT. LSD. Drive me insane.

I don’t remember my name. I’d kill for power and fame.

Willing to murder the game. Deflecting the blame. I’m blinded of what I became.

I’m trapped in myself

I’m trapped in myself. Blinded by…

I’m trapped in myself

The trap is myself

Fiends are knocking at the door

Let them in to start the show

1,2,3 too many hoes.

Fiend’s and friends from years ago

Loose control let it all go

Shadows dancing deep and cold

Too much light it fucking burns

In and out of sleep. Hard to keep track of this, deep attack.

Back to black, so confused, but now I’m used to this.

Now way back home

I’m lost in the cold, I’m feeling so numb.

Feeling so high, can touch the sky. To then realize I’m burning in hell

Where am I it’s hard to tell.

I won’t ever be the same

For the money and power I came. The price of fame is blinding my name.

Loosing this game, I fall. From the bottom to the floor.

I keep always wanting more. It’s burning my core. I’m loosing this war.

Fight or flow. Always wrong. Running

Drink the smoke. Hit the stroke. Done it

Close my eyes let you go (Fall asleep)

In a dream no return (Please don’t end me)

Got this bitch under control

I am pimping of his soul

Set me free its time to go

Kiss goodbye there's no return

If you only had one wish, what would it be?

For everyone to wake up, or…

To never have existed, haha