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intimate thoughts
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R&B/Soul
intimate thoughts was released on January 28, 2026 by Virtuosi Music Group as a part of the album intimate thoughts - Single
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Release DateJanuary 28, 2026
LabelVirtuosi Music Group
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM82

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Devon Braxton
Devon Braxton
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Devon Braxton
Devon Braxton
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Devon Braxton
Devon Braxton
Producer

Lyrics

I've been running, I'm running
I'm wondering how you heal
I've been wrong so many times I don't trust the way that I feel
I don't wanna keep the habits from attitudes that I thought I've outgrown
I've been struggling opening up and it's making me mean
I don't know if I'm true to myself or afraid to be seen
Every time I try to figure it out it feels like everything explodes
Wanna give up but shit I'm only mid twenties
And I know it ain't funny
But I know I got something for me
Waiting in another moment
Only getting older
Never thought I'd make it this far
And if I'm struggling when I'm only mid thirties
I know nothing ain't certain
Ima take all of the hurting
Ima grow into another person
Older getting older
Never too late to know who you are
Am I guarded cause I'm healing or guarded cause I'm afraid
I hide parts of myself in relationships just to feel safe
I don't know why I think bad things'll happen if somebody gets too close
Why does being vulnerable always feel like losing control
I equated being low maintenance with lovable
How do I let someone see me without feeling ashamed or exposed
Is my independence authentic or is it another trauma response
Am I choosing familiar over things that I want
What does love feel like when you're not bracing for impact
Broken hearted soul with anxiety in me intact
Do I believe I'm lovable or only when I'm useful
Bottle of rose the only time I'm being truthful
I don't think I wanted your love, I think I wanted to be chosen
Wanna give up but shit I'm only mid twenties
And I know it ain't funny
But I know I got something for me
Waiting in another moment
Only getting older
Never thought I'd make it this far
And if I'm struggling when I'm only mid thirties
I know nothing ain't certain
Ima take all of the hurting
Ima grow into another person
Older getting older
Never too late to know who you are
I'm running, I'm running, I'm running
I'm running away
I don't know how to deal with the things that I feel everyday
I don't wanna be with someone else but I don't wanna be alone
If I'm still in my twenties and acting a funnier way
I don't know how to deal with the feeling of being replaced
I don't wanna be with someone else but I can't be on my own
Written by: Devon Braxton
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