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Reflection
Hip-Hop/Rap
Reflection was released on February 5, 2026 by Abstrakt Rekords as a part of the album The Story Of My Amazing Adolescence
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Release DateFebruary 5, 2026
LabelAbstrakt Rekords
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Kameran D Johnson
Kameran D Johnson
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kameran D Johnson
Kameran D Johnson
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Forensics
Forensics
Producer
Jaymori
Jaymori
Engineer

Lyrics

I had some self reflection
I needed self direction
I'm savin' my life so I got nothin' in my checkings
I recognize that you're disguised as a blessin'
For all those who can't read between the lines
For all those who get numb just to kill the time
For all those who don't live just follow the rules
They only taught us obedience, never to use the tools
Now my generation payin', I'm just sayin' what's true
I live in hard times, mom stressed out
Pops incarcerated, he ain't gettin' out
My aunt died back when I was thinkin' of love
Now my own feelings dead, they then turnt to a dove
Been dreamin' 'bout my uncle who's back in Miami
The teachers at the school, yeah, I know they can't stand me
Maybe I A.D.D., I'm still trynna get situated
Drinkin' all my pain away, got ginger for the inflammation
My name is K.A.M., let me tell you 'bout my fucked up situation
I got my ginger ale because all the girls in the world
Are gettin' railed at the age of 12
I want God to go off the rails and take away all our free will
I know we in a rain, but why is it takin' a millennia
The things in my brain are relative, not linear
I'm built from the pain that made me, that shit made me superior
They'll never know the real me, they just seein' the exterior
I had some self reflection
I needed self direction
I'm savin' my life so I got nothin' in my checkings
I recognize that you're disguised as a blessin'
For all those who can't read between the lines
For all those who get numb just to kill the time
For all those who don't live just follow the rules
They only taught us obedience, never to use the tools
Now my generation payin', I'm just sayin' what's true
You played God with my future
Beause I wasn't "in your sync"
You call me dirty
But I'm cleaner than those who judge me
You praise those who obey
And punish those who actually think
Yeah, you label me the issue
But you scared my potential
You move like robots
But expect me to act sentimental
You allow those who go home
And hide behind screens and switches
You uplift those who smoke dope
As long as they mind they business
You say "school used to be fun back in the day"
But that's not what you gave this kid
You push agendas our face
Then get shocked when I say "that shit's sick"
You keep the system rotten
But you tell us "grow up quick"
You watchin' kids crumble
But call your apathy "love"
You hear me cryin'
But pretend that you can't pick up
You see me comin' out the dark
But you won't lift us up
And if I ever go missin' like
Like Cory Kenshin, no kiddin'
It's 'cause I was callin' out the way that y'all was livin'
And the flaws in the traditions
I had some self reflection
I needed self direction
I'm savin' my life so I got nothin' in my checkings
I recognize that you're disguised as a blessin'
For all those who can't read between the lines
For all those who get numb just to kill the time
For all those who don't live just follow the rules
They only taught us obedience, never to use the tools
Now my generation payin', I'm just sayin' what's true
I walked through the halls lookin' for the truth that you hid from me
Every locker felt haunted
Every whisper felt like a prophecy
You said I'd never be nothin'
But somehow you still study me
You took pieces of my childhood
And turned them to a summary
You taught me how to hate myself
Before you ever taught identity
I kept beggin' for direction
But all you told me was "wait and see"
So now I'm here demandin' answers
'Cause the darkness finally set me free
KJ: Why you break so many children then pretend you don't see?
Cold voice: I just mirror what they gave me blame the world, don't blame me
KJ: Why you crush the ones who question teach submission as key?
Cold voice: Order keeps the chaos quiet that's the reason you hate me
KJ: You ain't holy, you ain't righteous you just hide behind a creed
Cold voice: I survive by making victims and you're proof that I succeed
The proof that I succeed
I had some self reflection
I needed self direction
I'm savin' my life so I got nothin' in my checkings
I recognize that you're disguised as a blessin'
For all those who can't read between the lines
For all those who get numb just to kill the time
For all those who don't live just follow the rules
They only taught us obedience, never to use the tools
Now my generation payin', I'm just sayin' what's true
Written by: Kameran D Johnson
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