I fucked up, per usual

Victor's gone, Victor doesn't exist

Damn

This is what it comes to

Wonder where I'll go, lost on this road, I, don't know, just alone, missing you, the home I know

I'm the reason of my downfall, it's never right, it's southpaw, no, not the one to count on

I'm surviving but for how long?

Shit, I'm trying to hold on for my mom, but my mind don't wanna be calm

Don't belong, always wrong, can't believe she all gone

I'm looking down the barrel by the end of the song

Yeah, I walked away, and it caused this pain I feel, but

What it cost you, babe?

Does it haunt you like it haunts me too?

And I'm not okay, hate these days without you here

So make your way back, porch light on, yeah, we'll do it like Ajax

Clean up the spots that stained bad, from the late past

Like saying I don't want it, that was straight cap

And I hate that, the mistakes that I made, always haunting with your face, and I act unfazed

But no more, I can't fake it now, and I'm so sure that you hate me now, but I'm here for her, made a clear point, without her near more, it only breaks me down

I'm the reason of my downfall, it's never right, it's southpaw, no, not the one to count on

I'm surviving but for how long?

Yeah, I'm trying to hold on for my mom, but my mind don't wanna be calm

Don't belong, always wrong, can't believe she all gone

I'm looking down the barrel by the end of the song