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Never Again

R&B/Soul

Never Again was released on February 5, 2026 by The Easter Knot Records as a part of the album If My Broken Heart Could Sing

Song Details

AlbumIf My Broken Heart Could Sing

Release DateFebruary 5, 2026

LabelThe Easter Knot Records

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM78

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

The House of Christian Eusterqnote

The House of Christian Eusterqnote

Rap

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Mattias Christian Knutsson

Mattias Christian Knutsson

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Mattias Christian Knutsson

Mattias Christian Knutsson

Producer

Lyrics

Funny how some ghosts stay longer

Than the people they came from.

Funny how love doesn’t fade,

It just bends and breaks when the truth hits late.

You ran quick into someone new,

Trying to outrun everything we lived through.

But your heart won’t open in that stranger’s bed,

’cause the truth you buried

Still rings in your head.

And the quiet is louder

When you lie to yourself at night.

There’s nothing more lonely

Than being held by someone

You can’t let inside.

There’s nothing more lonely

Than lying next to someone new,

When your heart stays locked

’cause it still remembers the truth.

And while you’re fighting shadows

In a bed that don’t feel right,

I’d rather live alone and free

Than run from what I feel at night.

’Cause what we had—

You’re never, ever

Getting back.

Yeah—

You can run into new arms,

But the emptiness hits harder in the dark.

You can fake that smile, but your heartbeat stutters,

’cause regret cuts deeper

Than the comfort you’re under.

You left something real,

Something rare,

Something raw—

And now you lie beside a stranger

With a hollow in your core.

He don’t know your storms,

He don’t know your cries—

You traded truth for silence

And it eats you from inside.

You thought love was something you could replace,

Just swap the picture and fill the space.

But what we had was carved from fire,

Something deep, something higher.

Now the guilt feels heavy

When you try to pretend,

And the warmth feels colder

When you know how ours used to end.

I never judged you.

Not once.

I had my past, my guilt, my scars—

And I showed you all of it.

Every secret, every shadow,

Every piece of me I feared to speak.

I was free with you.

No shame, no mask, no fear.

And I will never open myself like that again.

Not to anyone.

Not in this life.

Yeah—

You’ll never find that again.

A man who opened his whole soul

And handed it to you bare.

I told you everything—

The darkness, the mistakes,

The parts most people hide

Until the coffin breaks.

And I wasn’t scared.

I was real.

I was honest.

You broke something sacred—

And now I’ll never let anyone

Cut that deep again.

Some betrayal rewires a man,

And you carved that change

Straight into my soul.

You’ll meet a thousand faces,

But you’ll never touch a heart

Opened like mine.

Not again.

Not ever.

There’s nothing more lonely

Than lying next to someone new,

When your heart won’t open

’cause it still remembers the truth.

And while you’re fighting shadows

In a bed that don’t feel right,

I’d rather live alone and free

Than run from what I feel at night.

’Cause what we had—

You’re never, ever

Getting back.

You can chase new comfort,

But you can’t escape the cost.

You walked away from something rare—

And now you live with what you lost.

You replay us at night

Hoping I might turn around…

But I’m gone.

For good.

And you’ll never find

Another heart like mine.

Not anymore.

Not ever again.

Written by: Mattias Christian Knutsson

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