For the soul

Yeah, I fell a lot

It's nothing wrong with the fall, get up and better plots

Long as you steady on your goals, ****, never stop

I'm steady pushing lines, trying to get my family better blocks

Daily I'm wondering if Heaven real and Hell is hot

'Cause ain't a way the curse that God dealt us can be better, stop

Shit, gotta be something better

So, look, look, yeah, we fell a lot

But get back up and steady pacin' whether we fail or not

Delusional, what shit ain't possible?

I can't never tell it's not, it's in my DNA to never, ever stop

Voice of the people, ain't gotta wonder if I'm real or not

And stories in these verses are so more bars and feelings got

My **** died unexpected, hoping that the killer stopped

We passed the hat around, just trying to put them in a better box

Look, we need better leaders, and we need better cops

Another Black soul gunned down from a devil lock

**** hustle like the Flintstones, **** pedal rocks

I show them better ways, navigations to a better block

It's all love, support kings like Coretta Scott

Tell me your dream, I can show you how to get there

One wrong decision that he made, he gotta sit there

They told him life was hard, they ain't never said the shit fair

Yeah, I fell a lot

You gotta be careful with the fall

Lose my queen over vices, 'cause I'm careless with a car

Drunk texting, break hearts, I done seen and done it all, real

Yeah, I fell a lot

Yeah, sometimes I feel a lot

Uh, yeah, I fell a lot

But I never fell off track or derailed the plot

I often let my courage flourish, but I'm scared a lot

And just 'cause I don't express it, don't mean that I don't care a lot

Dry eyes, my tears flowing through this pen and pad

Reminiscing on them days before ink was on my wrists and hands

Feel like I lost my innocence when I was six, and I shouldn't have

But selfishly caused me to reach for heights most people couldn't grab

I put myself first, 'cause I always felt I was put last

But didn't have balance, neglected those who never switched

And stabbed his back of mine

Like when I put my sis in the back of my mind and missed the granny's funeral

If I could go back in time, of course, I would've been there

But in this life, ain't shit fair

Like how I drank everyday and my partner was here and there

But he the one who lost his life to liver damage, this shit weird

At times, he didn't wanna go out, I told him I went there

When he didn't wanna spend money, I told him, "Don't you trip here"

Here's another shot, my ****, I failed a lot

While he was here, I know I could've helped a lot

I learned to put that bottle down, 'cause if he was still here, I know that he would tell us stop

Yeah, I fell a lot

On God

Yeah, ****, I fell a lot