Feel good but wrong to be alive the feeling

Sometimes I think about lil J5 might shed a tear cry

I smoke get way up too high hi spread my wings and fly

Sometimes I talk they can’t relate cause move in disguise

Don’t say you love me and your don’t I see it in your eyes

I gave out sauce and flavor I’d rather cut than keep the pie

I can go back like toe mater I can go anywhere and ride

I been told them my face gator they gone ride either wrong or right

I get too geeked up on the back porch dozing off you know I’m gone

Why these **** always wanna be bout a btc won’t say if the lady wrong

It was like 2 am I told her to pour me up and she made it strong

She take off her draws I beat her walls don’t care if the neighbors home

Send her a text message right after she leave just to see if she made it home

I smoke gas and i sip drink cause a lot of shit just be on my dome

You try and try me like a the bank you call my phone I decline that tone

My mind gone run everytime I think thoughts keep coming round like fish bowl

First time I rolled up **** fainted woke up picked by polo

Everytime I step out I’m stainless young **** clean from head to floor

Yeah she bad as hell and thick as hell too walk see pigeon toe

That was back then had to realize had to let that pigeon go

Used too watch all of feelings go but a young **** still filled with hope

How you get taught then kill the coach

Inside my head get filled with with smoke

In my room think bout Bowe Barbara Chaz Campbell I’m tryna cope

Hand me the ball you know I tote it

Outta the mud now rinse with soap

Feel good but wrong to be alive the feeling

Sometimes I think about lil J5 might shed a tear cry

I smoke get way up too high hi spread my wings and fly

Sometimes I talk they can’t relate cause move in disguise

Don’t say you love me and your don’t I see it in your eyes

I gave out sauce and flavor I’d rather cut than keep the pie

I can go back like toe mater I can go anywhere and ride

I been told them my face gator they gone ride either wrong or right