Got ina car crashed n destroyed my shoulder

Bum bull decided to do a U turn on the shoulder

Before you turn from Christ, you need a shoulder to lean on

Now my wife doesn’t have a shoulder to lean on, how ironic

Push the topic kept this a secret from society

Us n Christ, 3 peas ina pod like a Lima bean

Took 11 months to get, surgery

Body addicted to pain killas, migraines killa pain

Thoughts of erasing my brain, trauma & tears ingrained

Hate waking up felt like nightmares

Having faith to have a merry night but when I woke up I was already poppin pills

Medical bills says 70,000 my life is less than that

The one who teaches stay calm & collective

When behind the scenes I’m having panic attacks

Isn’t God a miracle worker why hasn’t he healed me from my suffering

Am I still paying taxes from past

Anxious at church don’t touch me like a puffer fish

Jesus take the wheel

Take key & peal (Key & Peele)

I’m not HIM, call me by my first name

The one who was clothed in shame…

Exposing my pain, I thought you knew this (nudist)

My life is a movie, every sequence looks like Stanley Kubrick

Peep

It’s the blind leading the blind, they eyes wide shut

Needa full metal jacket to stomach this who really has the guts

No hollow point during target practice even tho my taste is expensive

Ask (ax) about me shining on em off of who’s perception

Don’t step inside my mansion

We’ll sit in silence for hours just to get no answer

Before my cousin OD’ed did you hear his cry’s

Did you tell my cousin before he jumped, he couldn’t fly

When auntie kissed me ikne that was the kiss she’ll ever give

Saw that brain cancer eating her alive in that bed

Let’s ask some more questions, why I wasn’t there for my nan

When that fire blew in her face & I was there, would I have saved her life

Blamed myself since I was 10, couldn’t look at her more than 10mins, 10 years later victim of abortion ya must be kidding me

Now 30 years old & she wants me to be her husband wit a husband…. how delusional

That’s why me & my wife keep that piece close to us to push back cuticles

Many more questions unanswered, I’ll wait for it

Crash tactics come with bad habits, I’ll pray for it

Told my wife bring my name up so I can handle all the smoke

The bull who burn bridges & uses the flames to keep his house warm

Huh