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This Is Not Fun
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This Is Not Fun was released on February 27, 2026 by Ink Music as a part of the album This Is Not Fun / It's Always Winter (Until It Is Not) - Single
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Release DateFebruary 27, 2026
LabelInk Music
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM95

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Filiah
Filiah
Performer
Nina Schwarzott
Nina Schwarzott
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Nina Schwarzott
Nina Schwarzott
Songwriter
Thomas Böck
Thomas Böck
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Nina Schwarzott
Nina Schwarzott
Producer
Thomas Böck
Thomas Böck
Producer

Lyrics

I thought this rage would pass as I was getting older
staring at the mirror while the sink is spilling over
fills up the room just like you do
I never could, I can't move
woke up, the fever had me turning
don't know who I am
I just don't wanna be a burden
I say it's fine, I say I'm good
I practice lines, it's understood
lay it down for a moment
and tell myself I'm not broken
and get the taste off my tongue
hang up an image and break it
to lose the memory's weight
I call it my kind of fun
last night I dreamt I had a garden of my own
I would sink into a patch of grass
and feel myself dissolving
I'd be the air, I'd be the wind
or just for once
not anything
lay it down for a moment
and tell myself I'm not broken
and get the taste off my tongue
hang up an image and break it
to lose the memory's weight
I call it my kind of fun
always thought I'm impatient
but I'm just tired and jaded
and nothing else can be done
hang up an image and break it
only to try and replace it
I don't believe this is fun
I've been no one
this is not fun
Written by: Nina Schwarzott, Thomas Böck
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