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Tearz
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Tearz was released on February 17, 2026 by Connormarksmusic@gmail.com as a part of the album Tearz - Single
February 17, 2026
LabelConnormarksmusic@gmail.com
LanguageEnglish
BPM80
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

Too many days heart shattered tears covered my face
In recent dates looking for an answer like it's misplaced
Started questioning faith, then took a leap with its grace
My Minds clear divine ears hear the lesson at stake
At this rate only a few sticking with me
I Had to break I couldn't shake I saw you moving too shifty
You won't catch me in this place when it's 2050
No rodents round my son but I'll take him to Disney
In due time I'm in the middle of this ride
Shit If it was up to me I would've already arrived
Behind schedule in my mind but I'll get there in time
Whoever watching over me is right by my side
Been letting things breathe
Not a snake but shedding skin so elegantly
Had to cleanse made amends with no one but me
Didn't know that's what I needed took a minute to see
Ain't out the mud yet but I can see the sunset
For such a long time i was asking where the fun went
Words filling notes in boat loads full of hope
Now its time to set sail which means let go of rope
I know
It's what I'm supposed to but Im not gon a hold ya
Know it's getting colder but I can't sit and hold ya
As bad as I want to I gotta go and get dough
Fulfill my purpose gon be worth it I just thought you should know
Looking at my family and wish that I could do more
Last 3-4 years ain't seen rain it just pours
Remember doing forms hated pouring out the concrete
With my pops and uncle getting paid without a timesheet
Time for safety meetings meaning go and grab the zig zag
Fill it up with gas get it lit before you get back
I did that
Then we'd work for hours have some good laughs
Until that one day we can never ever get back
To be exact
March 30th
My Uncle always do my pops the dirtiest
Called him booze bag tryna get me to encourage it …
Admitted his mistakes with me so he ain't worried with
Me disrespecting but his brother out here hurting him
Won't admit it but I know it and I know it's burdening
My other uncle getting urgent quick
6 missed phone calls
We all knew that some wrong
Like one gone
Sadly That was the case
I know the Heavenly gates
Done Opened up for a great
Human being but seeing my dads face
Is something I cant erase
The tears for all the years
His brother you can't replace
This ain't hunger I'm starving so you better free up some plates
You better love her or karma coming without a mistake
Aint going under I got too much at stake
I never wonder if we'll make it
I just don't know the date
I've been dreading writing this one
Distance ain't even the word
Im hurt from what I witnessed
Never wanted to believe it but you had suspicions
I mean you fucking had to but it doesn't make a difference
The time came and went
I wonder if you've seen the dents
That I left on fender cause you needed to be saved by him
Remember days he try convince me that I was made by him
A lot of Red flags before I hit the age of ten
One my first memories I swear he had me trembling
Throwing sippy cups away because it's time to be a man
Understand my age could count on one hand
But I never understood it was apart of his plan
Just to break me never showing how to build me
Was just faking cause I didn't know the real me
No need to thank me it just pissed me off really
I don't think the day will come where you really fucking feel me
He tried to kill me months before Zys born
So why the fuck am I feeling like this shit has you torn
I've matured I promised writing this wont get me too floored
But I digress I'm not coming for necks
I swear I'd rip my fucking heart out of my chest
To keep yours beating I don't want you empty feeling regrets
I want the best for you never forget
I've been a mess
Tried to talk and connect
But you always on defense
I hope one day this makes sense
Written by: Connor Lagasse, Jonathon Triplett
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