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Dear Weed
Hip-Hop/Rap
Dear Weed was released on January 31, 2026 by James Pullen as a part of the album Dear Weed - Single
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Release DateJanuary 31, 2026
LabelJames Pullen
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM81

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
James Pullen
James Pullen
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
James Pullen
James Pullen
Songwriter
Pullenboy Music
Pullenboy Music
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
James Pullen
James Pullen
Producer

Lyrics

Yeah… sometimes you just need to escape.
This is James Pullen.
Pullenboy Music.
[Chorus]
I got high 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get clouded until I feel alright
I keep smokin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
I got high 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get clouded until I feel alright
I keep smokin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
[Verse 1]
Repeat the cycle every day, I gotta start with a hit
My life's been gettin' sorta heavy and I don't wanna think it
Roll another one up, light it, take a pull real quick
Feel the weight lift off my chest, but it always comes back, shit
I know it's temporary peace, but right now it's all I got
Demons in my head talk loud, so I tell 'em to stop
Inhale, exhale, watch the smoke fill the room
For a couple hours I'm cool, no more impending doom
But then the high fades, paranoia creeps in slow
Anxiety hits harder than before I even rolled
I tell myself "just one more," but one turns to three
Chasin' that first feeling, but it never comes for free
[Chorus]
I got high 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get clouded until I feel alright
I keep smokin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
I got high 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get clouded until I feel alright
I keep smokin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
[Verse 2]
I wake up foggy, eyes red, head poundin' like a drum
Coughin' up last night's regrets, wonderin' what I've become
I said I'd quit a hundred times, threw out my stash, I'm done
But by the evenin' I'm scrollin', tryna find a plug, son
You make me lazy, make me stall, dreams just sit and rot
Procrastination king, everything I start, I stop
You calm the storm inside my brain, but leave the wreckage there
Motivation gone, replaced with munchies and blank stares
Friends say I'm different now, quieter, less alive
I smile through the haze, but deep down I know they're right
You were my escape, now you're my cage, locked tight
I love you and I hate you, but I still reach for the light
[Bridge]
I know where this road goes
Weed ain't my friend, but I keep hittin' 'cause these demons won't
I know I need to quit (I need to quit)
But the silence is too loud without you in my lungs
So I light another one…
[Chorus]
I got high 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get clouded until I feel alright
I keep smokin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
I got high 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get clouded until I feel alright
I keep smokin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
Written by: James Pullen, Pullenboy Music
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