I'm a non recovering alcoholic

Drowning so it's fuck my liver

Heart so cold it make you shiver

Chanting like frantic wizard

Sip sip sipping on some sizzurp

Might mess up the wizzurds

Shawty say she green to this

Then licked me like a lizard

Slizzurd

Wait

Off the potion ith my motions

I could probably cast a blizzard

I made it hot up in here sir

Cocky and overzealous

You caught me in my vizard

Melancholy and cool

More black than blue

Gold in the mix too

Always acted a fool

I just do what it do

Now look at this your hubris

I'm true to this not new to this

So such my dick you stupid bitch

I ain't got time I'm a man on a mission

Plans out of commission and I might've gone missing

Tryna find my true purpose

What's the reason is it worth it

I been working I been hurting

I been feeling undeserving

Of this pain that I done been through

But it made me who I future were so there's no redo

I'm a non recovering alcoholic

Drowning so it's fuck my liver

Heart so cold it make you shiver

Chanting like frantic wizard

Sip sip sipping on some sizzurp

Might mess up the wizzurds

Shawty say she green to this

Then licked me like a lizard

And don't wanna talk about pain

In the gym and in the bank tryna focus on my gains

Balancing my way of life and the lack of need to explain

Embracing every change

But what else can I say

If you ask me then honestly only the dead stay the same

I've been dead inside but I didn't let it crack my frame

Specifically I am the only me that could be made

So cautiously I'll try to make another before the grave

And myy prodigy I

Really hope they think alot of me and

Never have to go through poverty

I be feeling like a villain when I get killing my insecurities

Hands up

Step back

Back off

Boy you're not security

I really hope that you're hearing me

Cus I can turn this sunny afternoon into a tragedy

A catastrophe

A calamity

But actually rather keep the peace

Some cold hearted need to keep the heat

Come to fisticuffs you get beat to sleep

Definition weak

The whole world's watching

The feeling is chilling and clockstoping

Yet reality keeps tick tocking

The universe won't bend for you if you're too scared you gone break something

Yada yada I'm the great something

Word from the wise something came from nothing

Right after nothing went and did something

Regardless of negative assumptions

I just hope it don't all amount to nothing