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DEPRESSION
8
Pop
DEPRESSION was released on February 5, 2026 by Joel Binks as a part of the album IT WAS NEVER A PHASE
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Release DateFebruary 5, 2026
LabelJoel Binks
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM179

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Joel Binks
Joel Binks
Synthesizer, Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Joel Binks
Joel Binks
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Joel Binks
Joel Binks
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Life was sweet
I was doing all the things that meant a lot to me
Living life to the fullest
Freshly married
It truly felt like I was living my best dream
She was my missing piece
[Pre Chorus]
And if you asked me then
What I would change
I would have told you not a single thing
[Chorus]
But then depression hit
I tried to figure it out but nothing made any sense
My life was so good why did I feel like this
I was young and didn’t know what was happening or who I was
So I started to pull away from my friends
I don’t know who I am or what I could do to them
Maybe being alone could be the best decision I just got nothing to give
[Verse 2]
Weeks turned into months
And months turned into years
All this time had taken a toll on my dear
My health had gotten worse
Which began to effect my career
Now I can’t pay the bills
Why am I even here?
[Pre Corus]
If you asked me then
What I would change
I would have told you everything
[Chorus]
Because depression hit
I tried to figure it out but nothing made any sense
Now I got no friends and she’s emotionally distant
Now I know I’m truly alone and not ok
I told her she could leave but she keeps staying anyway
She says she still loves me but I think it’s out of fear
Cause if I didn’t have her there be no reason to stay here
[Bridge]
To sick to work, to broke to get help
Trapped in a body that barely felt
But she never left me she stuck by my side
I guess I won’t have to say goodbye
[Chorus]
Because depression left
I finally figured it out and it was because of my health
Now I’m finally free and I can re-discover myself
And who I really am because of her
She stuck by my side when I couldn’t give anymore
She said she still loves me and finally I can see it now
Cause it was only her love that kept me around
Written by: Joel Binks
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