been trynna make a way from nothing so of course i took some L’s

a bottom boy survivor you can’t say u couldn’t tell

i swear like the peace but i can crash out as well

i think it’s time to cut the shit u must can’t tell that it smell

  

they’ll smile in your face but really hope that you’ll fail.

i was raised up in that bottom,

under pressure like a whale…

a diamond in the rough

seen too much to still be frail

before i fail boy i bet it be a cold day in hell

on them nights when i get lost inside the silence

find it hard to open up so i open notes and i write it

my thoughts get extra loud on them nights that it’s hella quiet

start to think about the time when my family wan so divided

back when lucas was alive and varri them was alive and auntie was still alive the kickbacks was so exciting

before all the petty fighting

who loved the post and who liked it,

and all of the other bitching when something wan to you liking

been trynna make a way from nothing so of course i took some L’s

a bottom boy survivor you can’t say u couldn’t tell

i swear like the peace but i can crash out as well

i think it’s time to cut the shit u must can’t tell that it smell

  

they’ll smile in your face but really hope that you’ll fail.

i was raised up in that bottom,

under pressure like a whale…

a diamond in the rough

seen too much to still be frail

before i fail boy i bet it be a cold day in hell

when i was younger ian even try to fight it

stayed in a child’s place but i’m older now ian quiet

i’m speaking on sum problems and the bullshit it invited

if i really drop this song then boy the family ain’t gone like it

well i’m… speaking my peace so i don’t care who really like it

i just… wanna go back to the time before we divided

i guess… i gotta say it since everybody else silent

it’s like we only together when someone get hurt or bite it

and to me that’s kinda lame

i swear it’s just not the same…

trynna look back onto it, like damn where did it change

where the problems began,

when did things rearrange,

when did people switch lanes

and started acting so strange

 

was it when lucas died or maybe when covid came

these are the type of thoughts that be going on in my brain

events at big grandma crib, kickball and the playing games…

when we become so petty to hold onto little things

been trynna make a way from nothing so of course i took some L’s

a bottom boy survivor you can’t say u couldn’t tell

i swear like the peace but i can crash out as well

i think it’s time to cut the shit u must can’t tell that it smell

  

they’ll smile in your face but really hope that you’ll fail.

i was raised up in that bottom,

under pressure like a whale…

a diamond in the rough

seen too much to still be frail

before i fail boy i bet it be a cold day in hell