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Thin Air
Hip-Hop/Rap
Thin Air was released on February 10, 2026 by Sai Dev as a part of the album Thin Air - Single
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Release DateFebruary 10, 2026
LabelSai Dev
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM87

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Sai Dev
Sai Dev
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Sai Dev
Sai Dev
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Sai Dev
Sai Dev
Producer

Lyrics

Wake up, eyes open, heavy like lead
Wishing I was anywhere but inside this bed
Staring at the ceiling, paint is peeling off the grey
Dreading every second of another distinct day
I drag my feet across the wooden floor
Every step is heavier than the one before
I'm looking at the exit, I'm looking at the knife
I'm looking for a way to just opt out of this life
There's a shadow in the corner and it looks like me
But happier, empty, and finally free
I want to be him, I want to be gone
I'm tired of pretending that I'm holding on
My blood is moving slow like mud in the vein
I'm allergic to the sun, I'm addicted to the rain
I open up my mouth to say I'm doing fine
But I'm tasting ash and I'm running out of time
I wanna sink into the floor
I don't wanna be here anymore
I wanna fade into the black
Leave it all and never come back
But then I see you standing there
And I can't leave you in the thin air
I can't leave you with the mess
So I stay inside this stress
Kitchen light is buzzing like a wasp in my head
You ask me what I want, I wish that I was dead
But I say coffee, black, and I stare at the cup
Waiting for the ground to just open up
You touch my arm, your hand feels warm
I'm standing in the eye of a quiet storm
If I disappear now, the storm breaks loose
And you're the one left hanging in the noose
Walking down the hall, pictures on the wall
Smiling faces, vacations, standing tall
It feels like a stranger, it feels like a lie
I'm watching a movie of a guy who didn't die
If I cut the reel, if I burn the screen
You're the one who has to sweep up the scene
You're the one who has to answer the call
And tell them that I finally hit the wall
I wanna sink into the floor
I don't wanna be here anymore
I wanna fade into the black
Leave it all and never come back
But then I see you standing there
And I can't leave you in the thin air
I can't leave you with the mess
So I stay inside this stress
It's not hope
It's not fear
It's just the fact that you are here
I hate this life
I hate this breath
I'm flirting with the thought of death
But I love you more than I hate the cold
So I do exactly what I'm told
So this is the bargain, yeah this is the cost
I'm counting the seconds and hours I lost
I'm biting my tongue 'til the taste is metallic
I'm hiding the panic, the habits, the static
I'm running a race where my legs are stuck
I'm pressing my luck, and I don't give a fuck
Wait, no, I do, 'cause I'm doing it all for the two of you
Stuck in the glue yeah, stuck in the view
I'm faking the smile, I'm playing the role
I'm digging a hole and I'm selling my soul
Just to keep the peace, just to keep the lights on
Just to make it through until the crack of the dawn
I'm swallowing pills just to quiet the noise
I'm drowning the demons, I'm killing the joys
I'm a ghost in the flame, I'm ghost in the house
I'm a glitch in the mirror, I'm cursing my name
But I look at your face and I drop the knife
And I sentence myself to the rest of this life!
I wanna sink into the floor
I don't wanna be here anymore
I wanna fade into the black
Leave it all and never come back
But then I see you standing there
And I can't leave you in the thin air
I can't leave you with the mess
So I stay inside this stress
Written by: Sai Dev
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