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Intrusive Thoughts
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Intrusive Thoughts was released on February 28, 2026 by NicoisNXXT as a part of the album Intrusive Thoughts - Single
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Release DateFebruary 28, 2026
LabelNicoisNXXT
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM164

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
NicoisNXXT
NicoisNXXT
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Rasheed Fountain
Rasheed Fountain
Composer, Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
NicoisNXXT
NicoisNXXT
Producer

Lyrics

Just the other day, I took a walk
And found me caught by my thoughts in the rain
So as they came, I took a pause
And had a long dialogue with my brain
Thoughts gettin' loud, loud, loud
Back and forth chat goin' round and round in my head
I can't turn it down, down, down
Hold it all back so it can't get out or I'm dead, oh
And worse than that, they'll have read all
The hurtful words I don't dare show to the masses
Out of fear that my distractions won't suffice
I close my eyes and all I see are
Scriptures
They tell of dark "what if" results
And show me pictures
I try to silence all my faults because if—
If I speak then I, I might leak
All the less than pleasant shower thoughts you weren't supposed to see
Oh, the spotlight is not where I am meant to be
But the spotlight and I are binded so it seems
Gaze upon my stage and you'll be blinded by the beams
'Cause I'd, oh, I'd do anything to keep you
So I'll keep you out of reach
Solitary until I can find the—
The right piece, path to my peace, oh
Would you show if I don't hide the me I'm embarrassed of?
The me that I can't break free from?
Should I beat her down 'til I'm leakin' blood?
Or is this just what I've become?
It was yesterday, I decided I'd go outside today
Taking a walk out, inside the rain
Suddenly I'm caught by the marks within my head
And the scars within my heart
It was yesterday, I'd decided I'd go outside to play
Taking a saunter inside the rain
Suddenly I'm caught within my nauseating thoughts again
And everything I'm not until I—
Shit
Deep inside my brain
Thoughts gettin' loud, loud, loud
Back and forth chat goin' round and round in my head
I can't turn it down, down, down
Hold it all back so it can't get out or I'm dead, oh
And worse than that, you'll have read all
The hurtful words I don't dare show my connections
Out of fear that my affection will be
Taken as a token of disgust
Written by: Rasheed Fountain
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