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Choosing Myself
album cover
Choosing Myself was released on February 18, 2026 by Independent as a part of the album Choosing Myself - Single
ReleasedFebruary 18, 2026
LabelIndependent
LanguageEnglish
BPM101
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

Morning comes already tired
Coffee cold my head still wired
Same old desk same quiet screen
Living days I didn't mean
Took this job when it felt right
When it looked like forward light
Now I'm trading hours years
For a sense of borrowed fear
They say hold on don't complain
This is normal this is sane
But every night I feel it worse
Like I'm rehearsing someone else's verse
What is my life worth
If I'm always this tired?
What is my life worth
If I've buried my fire?
I'm scared when I am older
I'll regret I never tried
If I stay just to survive
What is my life worth inside?
Sunday nights feel like a weight
Counting hours watching late
Alarm clocks feel like threats
Paying dues collecting regrets
Everyone says this is fine
Just a phase just a grind
But if this is how it goes
Why does it feel like I'm closing doors?
I'm scared of gaps I'm scared of pause
Scared of breaking unknown laws
But I'm more scared of staying still
Calling fear a steady will
What is my life worth
If I'm always this tired?
What is my life worth
If I've buried my fire?
I'm scared when I am older
I'll regret I never tried
If I choose myself tonight
Maybe that's not losing time
I don't know what waits ahead
And that fear still feels alive
But I'd rather risk the unknown
Than regret I never tried
Written by: Ashish Pant
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