Runaway

Runaway

Sitting by myself at the end of a bar

Cause that's what get when you no longer know who you are

Wallow in my sorrow as I'm wasting away

Throw back another drink

Take another hit of these thoughts that I wish would fade away

As my mind fills up with lies. I taste the desire

But the truth flows from my face like I'm stoking a fire

I'm living my nights like a runaway

But don't know where I'm running to

Been asking myself where things went wrong

Cause I'm overwhelmed and consumed

With my life now

So I'm gonna sit here in this room

Under the moon

Til the morning I'm a runaway

I'll keep running I'll keep moving on

Like the past ain't pulling strings

til the break of dawn

Done with the lies with the weight held inside

Time to leave it all behind

But its too late for regrets

cause I made my bed

And I know when the morning comes

I gotta lay in it but til then I'm

Living my nights like a runaway

But don't know where I'm running to

Been asking myself where things went wrong

Cause I'm overwhelmed and consumed

With my life now

So I'm gonna sit here in this room

Under the moon

Til the morning I'm a runaway

The Buzzer Sounds

No wonder why my head is always spinning around

I'm tryna find out who I am

How do I take a stand these days where I Stan as I watch days pass falling through my hands

Like they're grains of sand

Maybe when the morning comes rising sun i'mma lay in it

But til then, I'm steady, sprintin getting distance cause doubts the constant belligerent villain behind my vision There's a war and its holding a bayonet. So before it goes in for the kill I need to set a drill

Something to fortify my spirits will. It's to prevent the loss of my soul due to the worlds fading glow, so Before I go I try to take control of whatever dose I need to make me feel my toes elevate like I'm chillin in the Galapagos

But the one thing I do know though

Is whatever I'm feeling it's what I need to grow

So every night I runaway to the depths of my mind so

I can climb up to the top and let the whole world know

Living my nights like a runaway

But don't know where I'm running to

Been asking myself where things went wrong

Cause I'm overwhelmed and consumed

With my life now

So I'm gonna sit here in this room

Under the moon

Til the morning I'm a runaway

Man I don't want a second chance

I want the first one i never had

No more ghosts no more chains

I ain't coming back the same