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Push me
Rock
Push me was released on February 18, 2026 by 10282770 Records DK as a part of the album Stop smiling
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Release DateFebruary 18, 2026
Label10282770 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM51

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jason Williams
Jason Williams
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jason Williams
Jason Williams
Producer

Lyrics

I still reach for you out of habit
And its not fair
Cause you moved on in pieces
And I stayed right there
We didnt fall apart in one loud night
It was a hundred small goodbyes in real time
You started bracing for me to ask for us
And I started swallowing every question whole
I watched you turn the volume down on me
Not hate just tired
Like loving me became a job you couldnt keep
And quitting felt like relief you wouldnt admit
You didnt hate me you got tired
Thats the truth I cant unlearn
Love turned into something heavy on your shoulders
And I became the weight you couldnt earn
So I swallow every question
I keep my voice low keep my hands still
But my chest is a locked room shaking
And Im praying I dont lose control
You dont want to talk about it
You dont want to feel it
You dont want to look at what we did
And Im stuck with the pieces
Clutching whats missing
Trying not to let the damn rage live on my lips
You get frustrated when I say us
Like Im forcing you to bleed
I keep it quiet I keep it contained
But its killing me killing me
Some days you call like nothing happened
Like Im still safe like Im still yours to lean on
But when I try to step closer than the surface
You shut the whole thing down and tell me to move on
Its a mindfuck being held at arms length
Kept around but never allowed to be near
Like Im good for the silence when you need it
But Im a problem if I ask why youre here
And I hate what it does to me
The way my jaw locks the way my hands shake
Im fighting the part of me that wants to break something
Just to prove I can still feel the impact
Im not trying to guilt you
Im not trying to win
Im trying to understand how you can let go
While Im still living in it
You dont want to talk about it
You dont want to feel it
You dont want to look at what we did
And Im stuck with the pieces
Clutching whats missing
Trying not to let the damn rage live on my lips
You already gave up I hear it
Every time you disappear
I keep it quiet I keep it contained
But its killing me killing me
I cant keep pretending this is healthy
I cant keep being the place you visit
When you dont want to be alone
If youre done be done dont leave the door cracked
Dont text me like a habit and then punish me for wanting it back
Ive been trying so damn hard not to hate you for leaving
But some nights it feels like youre leaving on purpose
Im ashamed of the anger
But Im drowning in it too
And every time you shut me out
It teaches me a new way to break in half
You dont get to keep me in the hallway
And call it kindness
You dont get to shut down the truth
And call me too much
I loved you the best I knew how
And it still wasnt enough
You dont want to talk about it
You dont want to feel it
You dont want to look at what we did
And Im stuck with the pieces
Clutching whats missing
Trying not to let the damn rage live on my lips
You get frustrated when I say us
Like Im forcing you to bleed
I keep it quiet I keep it contained
But its killing me killing me
You already gave up and I keep trying anyway
Like trying is all Ive got left
I keep my hands steady keep my anger in check
But Im one breath from losing it
I still reach for you out of habit
And its not fair
Cause you moved on in pieces
And I stayed right there
Written by: Jason Williams
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