Can you blame me for thinking the worst?

When it looked like you want it to hurt

Making everything hard to interpret

They know I'm the truth, they ain't heard it yet

I'm upgrading, new clients, new services

I'm not gonna be fixing old models

When new ones out here copping carpet & curtain sets

I gave you the real and now you're upset

I don't know what you want me to do with that

Constant tripping, I listen, I'm through with that

Hard admitting that I done got used to that

It's so hard for to really feel satisfied

Keep it real, I don't wanna feel glorified

I relate to what's seen over soldiers eyes

Off the lot, I look over my shoulder twice

Could've got me a white one no Poltergeist

Gotta go black on black, now that's patternized

Looking back I was letting you have it nice

I don't want hear you upset, you can't have me twice

I should've went how I felt cause I had it right

Coming grown & I can't stand a waste of time

I do not care where I go, you ain't taking mine

It's just me and myself through whatever

I let it be this for the better

Ima get myself together

You ain't with it, then go head forget it

Checks like I play indoor tennis

Like my housewife is a dentist

We ain't there then we travel and rent it

Black out my mask with my logo down central

Take time in my notes, but I don't use a pencil

Walking to class I would blast instrumentals

Dude walking past playing Ricardoo Flow said I'm hard & that's what I attend to

Yeah

Seeing success shouldn't never offend you

Don't overreact, can't forget what's up in you

Don't go for clones, when you hard they gone twin you

They gone start acting new, but you know that you been you