Alright

Okay

A battle with Loki will make you insane

You like to lie, you like to blame, you like to shame me

Call out the fake, what's playful to you is painful to me

Hurting my soul, was that a fun game to you?

Wake up and say you hate what I became

It's beautiful though 'cause I'm not afraid of no snake

You mother fucker, I'm allowed to be angry

Manipulate me like it's easy

You're Halloween, trick me then treat me like I'm a disease

All the PTSD that you put me through

Cut me so deep that i just want to scream

I had to heal by myself

Cleanse in the hatred you put on my spirit

I wanted revenge but He told me no

How can I help you get up if your hand's got a grip on the throat?

You're not the enemy

I'm a reflection, a ripple effect

Every word that you said that would physically hurt me

You mess with my hand and you think you deserve me

Nobody taught me to handle my problems

Or love me the way that I wanted

Forgot who I am, I'm becoming the monster

The places i went to were fucking repulsive

I hated myself when it wasn't my fault

To mourning a loss, an orphan was robbed

It's not about money, I never forgot

The fatherless boy who gave up his heart like

Fighting inside, fighting inside

I'll find the child that was taken

Become the sun their eyes

Fighting inside, fighting inside

I'll find the child that was taken

Become the sun in their eyes (I said)

Truth is, I will not abandon myself for somebody else, never again

All this resentment will put you in debt

Wealth is where love is and envy was never your friend

You put a spell on me, now I'm successful

Selling a soul that was already sold

What am I doing? Letting you go, right

Look at me differently, feeling triggered

There isn't a pretty penny more pretty than giving more than I'm giving with every minute

The victim inside of me is diminished

You ought to listen you better instead of yelling at children

I really thought about quitting and being bitter to people who hurt me bad as a kid

I know I have to forgive you

It's not your fault you're miserable

Time to really get biblical

Those are God's kids, not yours, fuck you for hurting them

Now they're missing the present for everything in the past

I'm tryna look at what's happening

There's a passion inside of them

Batter up, let them have it

You matter more than you think

You got to laugh at the limit

We'll find the father within us

And I will challenge the wicked

Or I'll climb a ladder to win it

A genie granted my wish

And when I capture the image to be the greatest there is

I'll realize I was tricked

The life is not what I pictured

The ladder doesn't exist

Fighting inside, fighting inside

I'll find the child that was taken

Become the sun in their eyes (I said)

Fighting inside, fighting inside

I'll find the child that was taken

Become the sun in their eyes

If you hurt his children and you make him cry

The pride that you carry will eat you alive

The Devil's a liar who likes to divide

Now I'll spend the rest of my life just

Fighting inside, fighting inside

I'll find the child that was taken

Become the sun in their eyes (I said)

Fighting inside, fighting inside

I'll find the child that was taken

Become the sun in their eyes

You're so loved they'll always see you

Be your shield when your life gets real

Time you heal yourself

We don't keep no secrets

I will fight for you, hear the sound of freedom