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This Pain
Hip-Hop/Rap
This Pain was released on February 21, 2026 by Real Recognize Records as a part of the album This Pain - Single
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Release DateFebruary 21, 2026
LabelReal Recognize Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM89

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
DoubleGs & MaddGuna
DoubleGs & MaddGuna
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Gary T Combs
Gary T Combs
Songwriter
Jorge ORDONIO
Jorge ORDONIO
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
DoubleGs & MaddGuna
DoubleGs & MaddGuna
Producer

Lyrics

I'll take it to the evening
I noticed you were leaving
Tryna push it back, oh well
This pain inside
Can't be explained verbally
I'm sick of hiding
And the same with people Fucking hurting me
This journey has me wondering
Is it even worth it
Should I quit and leave this earth
Cause I don't deserve this
I try so hard
To keep a smile on my face
You have no idea
It's all a disguise to hide the pain
I've been trying to stay strong
But nothing seems to be the same
Why the fuck am I alive
This shit is driving me insane
Not a day goes by without you on my mind
How much stuff I'm missing out on's
Got me crying all the time
I'm trying to stay strong
But kid I miss you more than life
You're the only reason I'm holding on
And keeping up this fight
I'm sick of people saying I'll be just fine
I'll be alright
If they never went without
Their kid before
Than they don't have that right
I wouldn't wish this shit on anyone man, shit
What I'd give for just one more hug
Or for just one more kiss goodnight
This pain inside
Can't be explained verbally
I'm sick of hiding
And the same with people Fucking hurting me
This journey has me wondering
Is it even worth it
Should I quit and leave this earth
Cause I don't deserve this
I try so hard
To keep a smile on my face
You have no idea
It's all a disguise to hide the pain
I've been trying to stay strong
But nothing seems to be the same
Why the fuck am I alive
This shit is driving me insane
Without you my baby boy
I felt so empty
Just seeing your joy
Lonely, I count to twenty
My heart runs slowly
Every night I pray
To keep you in my arms
My baby boy
The pain is deep
I love you so much Conor
I'm never gonna give up, ever
No matter what I gotta do
I'm coming for you kid
Just keep holding on
Just keep holding on
Just keep holding on
Written by: Gary T Combs, Jorge ORDONIO
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