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Whole
Metal
Whole was released on May 21, 2026 by 180 Media Group as a part of the album Whole - Single
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Release DateMay 21, 2026
Label180 Media Group
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM90

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Eric David Lundblad
Eric David Lundblad
Keyboards
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Eric David Lundblad
Eric David Lundblad
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Eric David Lundblad
Eric David Lundblad
Producer

Lyrics

I've been counting what's missing instead of what's here
Tracing all the cracks like they're proof of my fear
Trying to fix pieces I don't understand
Holding myself together with shaking hands
They told me healing means erasing the pain
But maybe it's learning how to carry the weight
I don't need to be flawless
I don't need to be new
I don't need all the answers
Just a reason to move
I'm not broken I'm breathing
Still paying the toll
I'm not falling apart
I'm becoming whole
Fell in a hole thought the dark was the truth
Tried to fill the space with the wrong kind of proof
Every scar spelled loss every win felt stole
Chasing being perfect dug a deeper hole
Hit the floor felt the weight of Your soul
Found out rock bottom still answers when called
Didn't fix every crack didn't fill every role
Stopped fighting the pieces that's how I got whole
I was stuck in a hole now I'm standing whole
Didn't change the past just trusted Your control
I'm not falling apart You help me to hold
All the parts of my heart yeah I'm becoming whole
I wore every failure like it branded my name
Built walls out of guilt called it staying safe
But walls don't protect they just block the view
Of the parts of myself You always saw through
I thought strength meant standing alone
But I'm learning it's okay to be known
I don't need to be flawless
I don't need to be new
I don't need all the answers
Just a reason to move
I'm not broken I'm breathing
Still paying the toll
I'm not falling apart
I'm becoming whole
Wholeness isn't absence of scars
It's letting You reach where they are
Every piece even the cracks I hide
Belongs in the story of my life
Yeah
All of me counts
All of You sees
I was stuck in a hole now I'm standing whole
Didn't change the past just trusted Your control
I'm not falling apart You help me to hold
All the parts of my heart yeah I'm becoming whole
Nothing missing
Nothing wasted
All of me Yours
Completely whole
Written by: Eric David Lundblad
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