3 years ago I made a song named purpose

Everything I did since then its all been worthless

Had to go and tell my mom the pills ain't workin'

Gotta stay in my room alone i still get nervous

The love of my life been gone but I'm still searchin'

They ask if I'm okay I say I'm perfect

But I know to this day I still feel cursed

They wanna kill so kill me next

Swallowed a pill cant feel it yet

I'm off a seal cant feel her skin

I wanna die to percocet

She off a molly so she need sex

I'm a real deviant-

Ah gotdamn, shut the fuck up stop yappin' **** hold on!

I miss Tootie like a motherfucker, she'll go to war for a ****

Talk to Kiany like everyday and I enjoy it, I'ma go see her on Christmas

I talked to Neek and she gave her number so I knew that she had the sexy intentions

3 weeks later, I had to block the same number 'cause she wanted too much attention

I been depressed for like six years and it's not a game

I feel insane but one to the head is all that it takes so I'm taking a chance

I just been runnin' around with no mask but lookin like flash

'Cause me and my demon be sharing a glass and that shit be sweet

She want a new booty but I can not give it 'cause it's a big booty bitch here every week

This shit can go deep, and I can never get no sleep behind it

Got a new headboard for my master bed I'ma put her lil' feet behind it

Surrounded by dark clouds with my ice on baby girl I'ma keep on shining

Waking up everyday I been wondering will this ever end

Momma come talk to me she gon' preach good like a reverend

She always told me "If you going through it it's a lesson in it"

Well mama, I don't wanna learn anymore I wanna live again

3 years ago I made a song named purpose

Everything I did since then its all been worthless

Had to go and tell my mom the pills ain't workin'

Gotta stay in my room alone i still get nervous

The love of my life been gone but I'm still searchin'

They ask if I'm okay I say I'm perfect

But I know to this day I still feel cursed