My situ - I never fathom but though I wish to

Donating parts of me, I got some plasma I can give you

I been viewed by eyes that never cared to know I’m sick too, though time has passed and now I’m starting to think I have a issue

It’s funny how this shit don’t really hurts until it hits you

I’m curse to be bummy until I crash and then it gets you

I been through, is enough’ enough or will it continue?

You never know, this life is very rough and it’s a bitch too

I’m on some, don’t ask how I’m doing cause it’s not awesome

I’m stagnant, staring at my reflection like what’s my problem?

It’s awful, this constant testing got me acting slothful

I’m clutching my essence as I’m finding my way through sodom

I’m doing all of this crawling just start at the bottom

Reminds me of another tragedy that I once thought of - with hell at my feet and all of my demons hyper 'plausive

They eagerly creeping, can’t wait to see what will become of’

I’m overrun by desperation, that’s why I’m sick I’m playing

Weighing my options, holding onto hope though life’s amazing and with all this patience, I feel complacent, been grinding but just like my time I feel like I’ve been wasting

My situ - I shit you not, I know they think I’m crazy, though time is passing, soon enough I’m gonna make them praise me

I’m holding so much hatred, don’t know how I retain it

I’m so close repaying them back the energy they gave me

I’m craving, they want to see a beast and now they got one

I’m sick of seeing **** have a feast and I don’t got none

This shit is way too common, I might just take it personal

They want to see me trodden, I might just be as merciful

To make it in this life I might have to hurt a few

It ain’t really taking much to have these **** cursing you

Ain’t hurting me, been knock across the ring and now I’m purging too

I rise into the finest things and never leave a certain clue

I had enough of everybody, so it’s fuck everybody

Finish with this pity party

It’s safe to say I came a long way from being sorry and all of the shit that brought me trouble then can barely harm me