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Chemically Denied
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Metal
Chemically Denied was released on February 27, 2026 by GDonovan Productions as a part of the album False Direction
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Release DateFebruary 27, 2026
LabelGDonovan Productions
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM88

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Music Video

Lyrics

All I do is fuck things up
Over and over again
Im tired of feeling like a waste of space
Tired of feeling misunderstood
Miserable
Because chemicals
Leave me feeling breakable
Unlovable
Its despicable
Im fighting something I cannot see
These feelings I have inside of me
An imbalance that keeps fuckin me up
Like I was never meant to feel enough
Get high to regulate
Numb the parts I cant escape
Maybe I can survive another day
If I dilute what devastates
If I could quiet whats inside
I wouldnt need to run and hide
I try to live I try to cope
But hope feels chemically denied
Im doing everything I can
Just to feel like who I am
Maybe I just feed a lie
That this will heal if I just survive
Maybe theres a silver lining
To all the whining I do
Maybe it means Im still fighting
Even when I feel consumed
But maybe thats moronic to believe
That hope was ever meant for me
So I get high to regulate
Numb the parts I cant escape
Maybe I can survive another day
If I dilute what devastates
If I could quiet whats inside
I wouldnt need to run and hide
I try to live I try to cope
But hope feels chemically denied
Im doing everything I can
Just to feel like who I am
Maybe I just feed a lie
That this will heal if I just survive
I keep asking whats wrong with me
Like theres an answer I could reach
I separate the sickness
From the person underneath
I tried to regulate
I tried to escape
I tried to survive
But I cant quiet whats inside
So I learned its best to let it ride
I try to live I try to cope
But hope feels chemically denied
Im doing everything I can
Just to feel like who I am
Maybe I just feed a lie
That this will heal if I just survive
Written by: Gavin Dail Donovan
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