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Existing
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Pop
Existing was released on March 13, 2026 by Jordan Tariff as a part of the album Existing - Single
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Release DateMarch 13, 2026
LabelJordan Tariff
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM83

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jordan Tariff
Jordan Tariff
Vocals, Piano, Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jordan Tariff
Jordan Tariff
Songwriter
Brennan Loney
Brennan Loney
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Brennan Loney
Brennan Loney
Producer, Mixing Engineer
Sam Moses
Sam Moses
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

I’m not myself these days
I used to like long walks and sipping tea by the fireplace
And I don’t know what’s changed
I try to tell myself that maybe it’s just a growing pain
But what if I’m breaking down
And I can’t even feel it
What if I’m bleeding out
And I don’t even see it
What if I’m running out of time
And I don’t get a chance to make it right?
I think I’m making all of the wrong decisions
Only focusing on what I’ve been missing
I say it’s all part of life but who am I kidding?
I’m not living just yet only existing
Only existing
I lie awake at night
I used to sleep so well but now I’m stuck singing lullabies
There’s too much on my mind
And I can’t quiet it down there’s not enough time not in this life
What if I find myself
When I thought I couldn’t
And what if I fall in love
When I’m not even looking
What if the mistakes that I have made
Led to better things I’d never change
What if I find myself
I think I’m making all of the wrong decisions
Only focusing on what I’ve been missing
I say it’s all part of life but who am I kidding?
I’m not living just yet only existing
Only existing
Written by: Brennan Loney, Jordan Tariff
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