Yeah, I've been a fiend for the green, watch how I seize the salad

Been feeling Scooby with these doobies, just started a new habit

I'm a dog with a deep bark, subwoofing at these cats

Wassup goofy, turns out that I'm a tattooist

Yeah, the ink that I spill will remain permanent

Fuck it, I'm determined, this is the start of my resurgence

I need a new life, fuck it, a new bike, a new psyche

Psych, I don't need that, I got mean raps

Psych, I don't need that, I got mean raps, yeah

Hiking up the mountain, trying to proceed to be where my dreams at

Yeah, I ain't talking zzz's, I'm talking real life shit

Conversations one-on-one, trying to build that bridge

Unfortunately, I can see in my guy's eyes, something inside is brewing and stirring

I'm looking at these dudes and I know that they're hurting

But they ain't gon' say shit, just try to erase it

Weren't taught to talk, just walk and walk on and be gracious

But now they're so far down the path and they can't even start

A basic task, or even move on from their past

Yeah, got a lot to mask, they be familiar with the dark

Nights in their heads, fights in their heads, lights, camera, action

When they close their lens, hope they learn to defend

Aw man, these my friends, they more than just dead-ends

They fall but they can mend, my hand that I could lend

Show em the powers in them, your life is your command

Now it's been a bit, I'm returning to this beat,

With a heavy mind, weighty feet, unsteady kind of trembling

Tired off of fending, defending, questioning and bending

Truth and lies, to suit my

Moral compass of mine, undefined, unrefined

Undeniably benign, am I, but where's the line

So much flowing through my eyes, the sky is where I cry

Processing this life, come with a price, that I think I can't afford

Constantly intaking, ain't no safety switch to stop all the assort

Resort to take a look at these walls, I can't feel my hands juggling all these thoughts

I shift through the universe, deep, now I'm caught

Stuck in this dilemma, checking the weather, ain't getting no better

Guess I'll just wither away, it's all getting too hard

Guess I'll try another day, my standards know that, that is not okay

But my esteem and life force has been drained

So I aim, (I aim)

My eyes, (my eyes)

To the sky, (to the sky)

Tell myself, (tell myself)

It's alright, (it's alright)

That's a lie, (that's a lie)

I'm deprived, (I'm deprived)

But alive, (but alive)

But yeah I aim, (I aim)

My eyes, (my eyes)

To the sky, (to the sky)

Tell myself, (tell myself)

It's alright, (it's alright)

That's a lie, (that's a lie)

I'm deprived, (I'm deprived)

But alive, (but alive)

But alive

Snow is falling, rain is pouring, sun is hiding

But I ain't dying, caved in caveman

I can see the grave man

The reaper hovers over me

He say, he'll take me to a place of peace

"You will cease", but at least, the leash of life will be released

You will be free and you'll be calm

You will see, take my hand, we can leave right now

I can promise you that, your comfort is my utmost priority

No more pain, my little seed, but I don't wanna go

I don't wanna leave, I just wanna stay

Maybe it's grey, maybe a sunny day is on its way

I don't know, maybe I could grow

Maybe I could shine, blossom and thrive

Feel alive inside and be alright

I had to ask myself, should I give up, should I give in

Do I really wanna miss the opportunity to reminisce

On the full life I'll have lived

Gotta make a decision with conviction

Hey Reaper maybe you and me, we can reconvene