Earth was handmade just for you

Grace me with that pretty charm

My love overcomes your rage

Say the word, I mean no harm

I spend all day being on thin ice in fear that you might snap

And when it kills me, it’ll be on me, I’m the one who set this trap

‘Cause every little thing I do, I always end up in last place

No matter how much I beg to be held in your warm embrace

You got me tied on your strings, yeah, there’s no way that I could leave

Every bit of what I feel is what you give and I receive

Get me used to your bad actions, I don’t know what’s right from wrong

Can we please just get along?

You know back in the day when you had me and said that you felt like that I was the one

Yet you were the quickest to throw me away when it felt like we hardly begun

All this passage of time, when I go sleep at night, it’s like all I can see is your face

How could I forget what you did to me, especially after you wiped every trace

You would yell at me, hurt me, abandon me, scared on my own and I couldn’t stop crying

I was mindless to trust you, to blindly accept you, we both know you wouldn’t stop lying

In the mirror, the scars you inflicted remind me of when I felt like I was dying

So when I come back and heal, I want you to know that I kept on trying

I can’t see why and I can’t understand why I thought I could move on

Even if it’s all in my favor, I’ll still think about how you won

‘Cause you treated me like a toy whose only purpose was to serve you

No matter how much I sacrificed, I felt like I didn’t deserve you

You made me crave the emotion of being hurt while you say you love me

Whenever you’re in my presence, I can’t help but note you’re above me

Maybe I’ll come back and dig myself into a deeper hole

I think I’m losing control

I don’t think I ever really stopped loving you

There’s been times where I’ve had doubts and negative thoughts about myself, and I wish I could just get rid of it, because if I’m being honest, I love you more than I love myself, and I’d do anything for you

You know back in the day when you had me and said that you felt like that I was the one

Yet you were the quickest to throw me away when it felt like we hardly begun

All this passage of time, when I go sleep at night, it’s like all I can see is your face

How could I forget what you did to me, especially after you wiped every trace

You would yell at me, hurt me, abandon me, scared on my own and I couldn’t stop crying

I was mindless to trust you, to blindly accept you, we both know you wouldn’t stop lying

In the mirror, the scars you inflicted remind me of when I felt like I was dying

So when I come back and heal, I want you to know that I kept on trying

And no, I couldn’t stop crying (can’t stop crying)

‘Cause you wouldn’t stop lying (won’t stop lying)

Felt like I was dying (felt like dying)

But I kept on trying (kept on trying)

Years and years of buying (gifts for you)

Miles and miles spent flying (all the way to you)

And there’s no denying (there’s no denying)

Bitch, I kept on trying (kept on trying)

And no, I couldn’t stop crying (can’t stop crying)

‘Cause you wouldn’t stop lying (won’t stop lying)

Felt like I was dying (felt like dying)

But I kept on trying (kept on trying)

Years and years of buying (gifts for you)

Miles and miles spent flying (all the way to you)

And there’s no denying (there’s no denying)

Bitch, I kept on trying