WHEN I'M ALONE - JoshFruzza: Song Lyrics, Music Videos & Concerts

WHEN I'M ALONE

Hip-Hop/Rap

WHEN I'M ALONE was released on March 30, 2026 by JoshFruzza as a part of the album The Odd One Out

Song Details

AlbumThe Odd One Out

Release DateMarch 30, 2026

LabelJoshFruzza

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM87

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

JoshFruzza

Rap

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Josh Fruzza

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Ty-Beats

Producer

Karlos

Mixing Engineer

Kearon Stephen

Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

What's your birthday message to Josh?

Josh, love you loads

Josh, I hope you're drunk right now

More life, more blessings

Keep living man we're bare proud of you

It's been a pleasure watching you skyrocket over the last couple of years

He's very talented, and like he's gonna get so far

Josh, I'm so grateful for you

And I hope when you blow you don't forget about me

Happy Birthday

Stop entertaining Gyal

Get big for us and take us out the hood

It was my birthday party yesterday

My kitchen counters covered in

Rizlas, smartwhip, and rubbers

A couple +1s tried pressing one of my bruddas

I dashed a Jameson bottle

Now these white walls are smothered

Table stacked with red cups

My ex grabs her D cups

Signalled to go upstairs in case I wanted a re-up

But I ain't feeling nostalgic, I'm tryna secure a sweet one

My younger siblings here, so I couldn't dip out and jeet one

I gotta be a good role model

But I just finished a whole bottle to myself

I've turned hypocritical

I bask in sin though my background is Biblical

Me praying to God then going backwards is just typical

My presence does the talking but my mouth does the minimal

That's why girls love my physical cos I don't give them much else

Told her man not to worry

But we all know that's a lie

Cos when he looks away she's biting her lips and giving the eyes

Said my gift is a surprise but wrapped in between her thighs

Surrounded by all my guys

Whilst they're bringing out the cake

Screaming affirmations over me they know that I'll be great

They know that I'll be paid

And they won't hesitate to let it rain

Over any opper who dares to try and rain on my parade

Then they grab their glass and they raise

To give the most high his praise

Their wishing many more years, many more days

I know the stakes

If I let them down how can I show my face?

I got girls who'll end their relationship for one night with me

The power trip is insane

I can't feel more like the man

I let it go to my brain

I ain't partying with new man, just my way back when's

I'm with my knee highs celebrating we're still here as men

Staring at all of these candles while Happy Birthday's sung by family and friends

They tell me to make a wish

I close my eyes and pretend

Like I ain't wishing that this night never ends

And that's cos when I'm alone

I turn off my phone

I don't leave my home

You ask me who I am the answer's I don't know

Are you the same? I don't know

Have you changed? I don't know

Are you sane? I guess so

If I was or wasn't I won't know

Surround myself with people to drown out the voices

And regrets from my choices

I promise I'm my biggest enemy

That's why I drink this Hennessy

Till all I see's the glass

This is the real me, the guy you think you know is a facade

Yeah

7 years, 84 days

Since I last hit the weed

But that just might change today

Tormented by relationships I watched fade away

Disgusted at myself for the love I gave away

So I stay awake overthink, and ask myself questions

I think I've graduated from going thru life lessons

But I don't know how much more I can go thru life lessons

Cos every time that I do my value for life lessens

I let this girl use me and waste my time for 10 months

She told me she loves me and that's why I got trust issues

From now it's fuck the simp shit, it's pimp shit only

I traded feelings for pleasure and now I got lust issues

I tell new girls i ain't tryna be stuck with you

Don't care if I break their heart, they'll never hurt like I hurt

I guess people leaving me is something I deserve

I'm stuck in a cycle

My mum says I'll be set free if I just picked up my Bible

Doctors noticed behaviours in my spirals are signs of depression

But like Egyptian crocodiles, I live in denial

Sometimes my thoughts go suicidal

I can't control it

Realised it was hanging with my olders when I was only 8

That caused me to hate myself cos they didn't accept me

I changed myself to fit in but that toll was heavy

Since then I never thought people liked me for me

I'm sorry cos this is deep

But these feelings were a secret that I could no longer keep

I got 3 siblings that all share the same dad except for me

As much as they call me brother I'll always be the black sheep

These thoughts plaguing my mind, and you wonder why I can't sleep

But my family always try and reassure me that I'm loved

I'll spend a Sunday night in a club

I'll spend the morning with a shawty and the rest w my tugs

A room full of noise is what I find peaceful

It's toxic how much time I spend with people

And that's cos when I'm alone

I turn off my phone

I don't leave my home

You ask me who I am the answer's I don't know

Are you the same? I don't know

Have you changed? I don't know

Are you sane? I guess so

If I was or wasn't I won't know

Surround myself with people to drown out the voices

And regrets from my choices

I promise I'm my biggest enemy

That's why I drink this Hennessy

Till all I see's the glass

This is the real me, the guy you think you know is a facade

Written by: Josh Fruzza

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