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N4M3
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N4M3 was released on March 1, 2026 by eschaton recordings as a part of the album TH3515
AlbumTH3515
ReleasedMarch 1, 2026
Labeleschaton recordings
LanguageEnglish
BPM74
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

My family don't even call me by my name
I cried like Three times today
I cried
I prayed
Shaking off all the dust along the way
It's not up to me to say
If I go
If I stay
I woulda killed myself if I didn't know who's gonna win
Yeah that's what I woulda did
Individuality is subversion
Greatest lie is you're sufficient
I'll decrease, much to my chagrin
Kill my will, none is mine, only His
True life suffers violence
And it's taken by the violent
For my grief I found no cause
Only myself
Given to what I want
Received Hell
From all else I withdraw
Healing my self
Run to my Mother's arms
Paraclete preserve me from all else
My family don't even call me by my name
I cried like Three times today
I wept
I prayed
Shaking off all the dust along the way
It's not up to me to say
If I go
If I stay
Last name Doe, I'm nobody
Wake up just to grieve
Pray for everyone I meet
Got no bags at the Judgment Seat
Only if you intercede
Only if you beg for me
There will be gnashing of teeth
So I weep
Your shock is my reality, Good God
Drool over the show, wait for applause
Strain my relationship with Grace, Façade
Deprive my liberty, Al-Assad
Kill me already, I'm waiting for the day
Extra extra, we all filling up the stage
Kill me already, I'm waiting for the day
Extra extra, we all filling up the stage
My family don't even call me by my name
I cried like Three times today
I wept
I prayed
Shaking off all the dust along the way
It's not up to me to say
If I go
If I stay
I'll decrease, much to my chagrin
Kill my will, none is mine, only His
True life suffers violence
And it's taken by the violent
Last name Doe, I'm nobody
Wake up just to grieve
Pray for everyone I meet
Got no bags at the Judgment Seat
Only if you intercede
Only if you beg for me
There will be gnashing of teeth
So I weep
Kill me already, I'm waiting for the day
Extra extra, we all filling up the stage
Kill me already, I'm waiting for the day
Extra extra, we all filling up the stage
Written by: John Bartlett

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