You drown yourself in silence just to cover up that front

And you teach yourself to hide it like it's normal, but it's not

Then that anger starts to build, you realize you can't just front

All you see is fucking red, it turns to violence, now you're fucked

If you would've used your head, you probably wouldn't have fucked it up

You let that anger get the best of you, so now just suck it up

All this shit that I've been saying, it's all real, it's not no front

It's the life of being me, I gotta learn to open up

And I hope y'all can't relate, cause I can't lie, I'm real fucked up

I've been searching for the light, but it seems like it's not gonna brighten up

Yeah, I wrote this just for you, knowing you don't give a fuck

Something in me wish you do, cause I can't lie, I give a fuck

Hoping that you tell me that you love me and you did fuck up

Knowing it won't happen, but I can't just fucking give it up

You probably laughing at my feelings like this **** dumb

Yeah, I get it, I couldn't show you how I felt, I know I'm dumb

So I'm sorry that I'm trying, but I wish I wasn't wrong

Wrong for feeling how I feel about you cause you led me on

But I hope you find your way and keep your head up cause you know you strong

I hope you focus on yourself and figure out where we went wrong

I wish I could just tell you what I mean, but instead I hope you find the message that I writ within this song