I remember she was leaving he fell to his knees stopped breathing every evening i start feeling guilty for my heart still beating you believe me i see through you you don't even know me do you drugs that you do scare me too much drugs you said you'd only do once when you see me do i look real i'm just not your type you're not mine either i remember he was screaming shit hit the fan blood hit the ceiling every evening i've been stealing lying fighting or drunk driving tell me the truth and don't put it nicely i'd let you kill me just ask politely people you know scare me too much your friends now were my friends too once when you see me do i look real i'm just not your type you're not mine either when you see me do i look real i'm just not the type to type out my feelings