I can see my demons staring at me

So I go face to face

Feel like the fires where I should be

And I can't stay away

I seen it all appear in my dreams

Some nights I stay awake

Feel like the fires where I should be

And I can't stay away

Post traumatic is the soldiers curse

Constant reminders that the foes are perched

Treating me like I was nobody like I was Odenkirk

Angel born in hell but gotta control the turf

Halo and wings smell like a smoldered burn

That's inferno

I used to wanna be called the greatest now I loathe the term

I don't need validation to know my worth

Screaming from these demons sound like spoken word, I'm used to it

Law of detachment can't be overturned

(Never)

I'm in the field where all the smoke occurs

You **** got so much nerve

Tryna fix a weakness gotta own it first

Y'all don't be accountable that's all I've encountered on this lonely earth

Make your situation then complain bout how you broke and hurt, move around

I'm on a search

Steadily Sniffing out all of the fire whenever aroma lurks

Pot is being over-stirred in Hell's Kitchen

I'm mentally on alert

I been in this in state of mind all of this time, I see it as no concern

Word

Wouldn't give you pain even if I could

Because I'm done with you for good

I can see my demons staring at me

So I go face to face

Feel like the fires where I should be

And I can't stay away

I seen it all appear in my dreams

Some nights I stay awake

Feel like the fires where I should be

And I can't stay away

All this curving I had to put in line

Can't say it's a misunderstanding you understood me fine

Enemies all of 'em pushed aside

They trying to steal but they never took my pride

I'm playing the possum but only I look alive

A walking ghost

Followed by all of the fog and smoke

I was a master at harboring all of my feelings but lately I'm no longer able, the vault was broke

Loyalty it's all a hoax

And when it is coming to flames, I go to the place that the moths will go

Lost the love and lost control

I swear my daughter was watching Paw Patrol

And then I looked up and she tall and grown

It's Versus Time for real the war is on

**** sub in all they posts

If it's not directed then I don't respect it

See that shit and always scroll right pass it, though

Know that shit is all a show

Clown shows and carnivals

My father said that I go too far, I say I hardly go

If I really told you and was audible

See there's a reason that I'm always ghost

Wouldn't give you pain even if I could

Because I'm done with you for good

I can see my demons staring at me

So I go face to face

Feel like the fires where I should be

And I can't stay away

I seen it all appear in my dreams

Some nights I stay awake

Feel like the fires where I should be

And I can't stay away